so where was i...
im gonna just outline my past few weeks real quick...
-Work
my friend Jackie came back down, so she could work here during winter break...(she goes to UCF)
Jackie's cool, its always fun having her around...
two new girls started working at my Publix, all the other guys are sweating them...
i kinna already know one of em, im kinna getting to know the other...
nothing much there, they're just cool, they look good, but they're just cool...
-During the day
been sleeping
working on occasion
playing Xbox (FIFA and NFSU 2) i've been ignoring Halo 2 for some reason...
not much happ'nin during the day...
-At night time
well, where should i start...
ill start with what happened tonite and go backwards from there...
i experienced how it is to be around a Fast and the Furious type atmosphere...
me and my friends went down to US 27, where all the street racing happens during the night time...
i wasnt racing, i was just following 3 other cars there of some people that i know...
i had to keep up with them on the way there, i had no clue where i was...
and they were doing like 120 mph on the way there swirving thru traffic and i was tryna keep up...
that definately tested my driving skills...
so yea, it was definately an adrenaline rush being surrounded by like 200 other hooked up cars...
and watching cars coming down the road doing like 140, while you're parked on the side of US 27...
when the cops came everybody just left, me and my friends met up at some gas station just a couple miles down...
thats when they challenged a group of kids to race...(the group i was with ended up winning all the races)
so after that, i was gonna go to a party but it got broken up, so i just came back home after hanging out at the town center...
wow, the towncenter is actually an interesting place to explore when you're bored, me and my friends found a way to get to the roof of a building...
-At night time(continued)
the night before, well last night, i was just gonna go to the night club as usual, but it was really empty...
so i ended up going to my first keg party, i've never seen so many drunk people in my life...
i didnt take a sip of anything, i was the driver, and driving drunk isnt cool at all...
so after me and my friend left that party we went to the only good place to find food at 3 in the morn...*Denny's*
Denny's is a lifesaver when you're out late and you're starving...
and besides all that, i went to the nightclub a couple of times...
-Girl Biz
well theres the girls at my Publix...
theres Sarah, i kinna told her that i was gonna see her during the winter break...
i've been ignoring her kinna, i chilled with her one night, and i kinna regreted it...
it sucks kissing someone that you dont really want to, but yet, i didnt wanna disappoint her...
so now im just keeping in touch with her, but im not gonna lead her down a path that im unsure about...
in fact im helping her hook up with this kid that really likes her, i think he loves her...
and i know how it feels when the girl you care about doenst like you, and i know how it feels when you see the girl you really care about with some other kid...
so im not gonna do that to him, im tryna help her see something in him, so it could make him happy, kinna giving him something that i've never had a chance to have...
so thats that with Sarah...
theres also Christine, i dont really have any feelings for her anymore, shes just a cool girl that i would love to kiss again...
shes a wonderful kisser, and i love kissing a girl that i wanna kiss, if that makes any sense...
i also love dancing with her, ive been going to the night club with her the past few times, and i dance with her from 9 till 2 in the morn, just me and her...
out of all the fine girls at the club, she was the only one that i wanted to dance with...
after all, thats how i met her, through a dance sometime before homecoming...
shes a good girl, i'd hook up with her but, i wouldnt want my girl going to parties and night clubs all the time...
i'd end up fighting somebody because of her, and im not gonna make her stop going because of me, so i just go with her, and shes my dancing partner...
i havent kissed her for a while though, i guess she thinks i lost interest, because i after the first time i kissed her, i used to walk her to class and kiss her in school...
but i stopped, cause she had me thinking she lost interest because, she kinna hesitated to kiss me in school because she didnt want it to start rumors...
i could of just asked her out but, i think im ok just having her as my dancing partner...
so thats that with Christine...
i've been doing a lot of unstable things lately, i guess, but the only way i can keep myself from being depressed is by keeping myself busy...
of course, i would be a lot happier with just one girl that i care about, but there just isnt any, so im just doing what i can to keep my mind off the one that slipped away...
its been fun, winter breaks kinna been an emotional rollercoaster for me, but i guess im ok...
im ok...
-P. Lo
-Work
my friend Jackie came back down, so she could work here during winter break...(she goes to UCF)
Jackie's cool, its always fun having her around...
two new girls started working at my Publix, all the other guys are sweating them...
i kinna already know one of em, im kinna getting to know the other...
nothing much there, they're just cool, they look good, but they're just cool...
-During the day
been sleeping
working on occasion
playing Xbox (FIFA and NFSU 2) i've been ignoring Halo 2 for some reason...
not much happ'nin during the day...
-At night time
well, where should i start...
ill start with what happened tonite and go backwards from there...
i experienced how it is to be around a Fast and the Furious type atmosphere...
me and my friends went down to US 27, where all the street racing happens during the night time...
i wasnt racing, i was just following 3 other cars there of some people that i know...
i had to keep up with them on the way there, i had no clue where i was...
and they were doing like 120 mph on the way there swirving thru traffic and i was tryna keep up...
that definately tested my driving skills...
so yea, it was definately an adrenaline rush being surrounded by like 200 other hooked up cars...
and watching cars coming down the road doing like 140, while you're parked on the side of US 27...
when the cops came everybody just left, me and my friends met up at some gas station just a couple miles down...
thats when they challenged a group of kids to race...(the group i was with ended up winning all the races)
so after that, i was gonna go to a party but it got broken up, so i just came back home after hanging out at the town center...
wow, the towncenter is actually an interesting place to explore when you're bored, me and my friends found a way to get to the roof of a building...
-At night time(continued)
the night before, well last night, i was just gonna go to the night club as usual, but it was really empty...
so i ended up going to my first keg party, i've never seen so many drunk people in my life...
i didnt take a sip of anything, i was the driver, and driving drunk isnt cool at all...
so after me and my friend left that party we went to the only good place to find food at 3 in the morn...*Denny's*
Denny's is a lifesaver when you're out late and you're starving...
and besides all that, i went to the nightclub a couple of times...
-Girl Biz
well theres the girls at my Publix...
theres Sarah, i kinna told her that i was gonna see her during the winter break...
i've been ignoring her kinna, i chilled with her one night, and i kinna regreted it...
it sucks kissing someone that you dont really want to, but yet, i didnt wanna disappoint her...
so now im just keeping in touch with her, but im not gonna lead her down a path that im unsure about...
in fact im helping her hook up with this kid that really likes her, i think he loves her...
and i know how it feels when the girl you care about doenst like you, and i know how it feels when you see the girl you really care about with some other kid...
so im not gonna do that to him, im tryna help her see something in him, so it could make him happy, kinna giving him something that i've never had a chance to have...
so thats that with Sarah...
theres also Christine, i dont really have any feelings for her anymore, shes just a cool girl that i would love to kiss again...
shes a wonderful kisser, and i love kissing a girl that i wanna kiss, if that makes any sense...
i also love dancing with her, ive been going to the night club with her the past few times, and i dance with her from 9 till 2 in the morn, just me and her...
out of all the fine girls at the club, she was the only one that i wanted to dance with...
after all, thats how i met her, through a dance sometime before homecoming...
shes a good girl, i'd hook up with her but, i wouldnt want my girl going to parties and night clubs all the time...
i'd end up fighting somebody because of her, and im not gonna make her stop going because of me, so i just go with her, and shes my dancing partner...
i havent kissed her for a while though, i guess she thinks i lost interest, because i after the first time i kissed her, i used to walk her to class and kiss her in school...
but i stopped, cause she had me thinking she lost interest because, she kinna hesitated to kiss me in school because she didnt want it to start rumors...
i could of just asked her out but, i think im ok just having her as my dancing partner...
so thats that with Christine...
i've been doing a lot of unstable things lately, i guess, but the only way i can keep myself from being depressed is by keeping myself busy...
of course, i would be a lot happier with just one girl that i care about, but there just isnt any, so im just doing what i can to keep my mind off the one that slipped away...
its been fun, winter breaks kinna been an emotional rollercoaster for me, but i guess im ok...
im ok...
-P. Lo