I don't know
Times like these are interesting. Belize was outstanding. It taught me a lot. Not only schoolwork but about how the much of the rest of the world lives day to day and most importantly I learned things about myself. That I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am or where I came from. It's something I've known for a while but it just made me realize it even more. I learned I am lucky to have the simple things I do that many people don't. Things we as Americans expect to have and don't think we could live without. I realized how much you can live without and still live happily and have a fulfilling life. I'm at a confusion state at the same time. I've let so much go from my past, especially since the trip. That person doesn't even exist to me, at least not like it was or ever will be again. However, there is one thing I'm having a difficult time letting go. I've kept this one thing away from everyone, even my closest of friends. To make it quite clear, it DOESN'T have to do with that particular person (you know who I'm talking about)which is probably the oddest part. I know it's something I should have let go a long time ago, but I never really have. I'm with someone who makes me happy and is a wonderful guy so I know I should let this one thing go.