OK,
I think i should be proud of myself but at the same time i feel as though i'm complaining unduly and boring the hell out of everyone. It's not easy though, even with all the advice and support there are still moments that i want a cig, like right now. The urge is so strong that i just want to go round to the shop and buy 10, but i know that thats only to do with the fact of whats happening tomorrow morning. I mean it's been almost 3 days and i haven't had a cig, James jeeps saying that he's proud of me but i think i'll only be proud of myself when i've gone a full week maybe. As for in the morning, not really looking forward to it as i have an interview about my social benifit and how they have reason to believe that it's fake. I suppose it's just one of those things but i'm a pregnant woman who has a million things on her plate already, i really don't need this too.
Enough of that, on to today...
Managed to do a few of the things that i wanted to so i feel a little more as though i'm starting to achieve something and getting things sorted. Didn't really have time to get every thing done but there's so much that keeps jumping in the way. I'll get around to it :)
I have now completed
Just for fun, set yourself the task of writing an eight-line verse which makes valid use of the
word-of-the-day.
Arcanum
To look within I’d need a key
Though what that is, is a mystery
Try as I might, this box remains shut
The symbols elude me, so I stamp my foot
This Arcanum I am unable to solve
The box steadfast, I cannot move
Continuing on, I keep myself sincere
But no matter what, it is always arcere
I got through most of the washing that i needed to do so i am also happy about that and i managed to actually get somewhere at the council and get some information that may be useful. Still doesn't get us a house just yet, but the info that i attained may do so.
So the list for tomorrow and the following few days look something like this....
- Make a start/find inspiration for task 4 of my creative writing assingments
- Make a start on a short story idea i had the other night while watching T.V
- Possibly type up some of the future tasks so other people can do them on live journal
That as well as going to the social and replying to whoever decides to comment on my journal. Me thinks i'm gonna be majorly busy :)