Feb 15, 2005 21:53
it's all going down the drain again. i try so hard but fuck it i dont care nemore.
ive got bobby calling me a lier and saying he never told me about the javon thing..... and he's gettin ppl to yell @ me, but acting like nothing is wrong in person. plus he went to ms g and now i apparently have to talk to her bout it. all bc of some bs he told me and i mentioned it to ian.... guess first mistake is telling ian.... well i tech didnt tell him, nick did.
and now im being threatened in school by natisha monroe bc i told her to be quiet during choir. yhea she said "if you tell me to shut up again ill shove my foot up ur ass" nice huh?
i just wanna move the fuck out of it, i want hs to be over bc this fuckin drama sucks.
then theres my grades, i wasnt given my extra 2 weeks- so basically i failed 2 classes.... and my mom was being a bitch b4 about grounding....
life gets slightly good then just plummets.
i need so much help but i have no one, not even a relationship.
i cant see the girl i like. and besides ive given up on all the girls..... i dont care about dating anymore.... i dont like anyone, i never will. its too much of a hassel.
plus ive been sick for 2 months now. theyre gonna take a catscan of my sinus'. they have no idea whats wrong
Da RiCaN lOvEr88: Thats wat thought....if u cant handle in why do u dish it out CUNT
^ gotta love random messages.....
im gonna go to bed early and cry myself to sleep now.... i hate living..... i wanna sleep the rest of my life..... goodnight.....