Apr 09, 2010 18:54
So,
That was it.
That was what Steven and Dedra were all about.
I'm still amazed I had the strength and self love to break up with Steven.
I even told people when I was going to do it, just so I couldn't back out.
After everything this past year, it was time. Time for change, time for growth.
I asked him to meet me for food after not seeing him for over a week.
(A week spent with Mich) (I had needed space)
As lame as that sounds, it was the only way I realized the truth.
As he walked up I recognized I love him but also hate his fucking guts.
Hard to do? Yes. Do I regret it? No. Am I getting exponentially happier each day?
Yes.
It's also wonderful that Mich is around. Mich is wonderful. We get each other.
I'm going on tour with him at the end of June. How fun maybe.
So,
That was it.
That was what Steven and Dedra were all about.
A few sparse sentences, with spaces between.