[ he doesn't like prying into people's dreams. he doesn't like it, he's never wanted to do it, but-
-- for a moment he really just can't breath, because instead of Kay's father laying there dead from a stab wound, it's his father and the blade is in his hands and he's really sorry oh god. (Suzaku has to get up and excuse himself from watching the rest of it, has to run to the bathroom and nurse the metaphorical punch to the stomach he took.)
he returns shortly to finish it (can't leave a job half-finished), watches Kay accept her badge, sees himself in the Britannian military, and invests in partial time to stop thinking. stop. and then, slipping it onto the couch next to him, pushing the blankets covering him to the side.
quickly turning the video function on, he schools his expression to something more neutral and- ] Kay. Are you alright?
[ he wants to ask. he really wants to ask, but it's private and the chance that he'll be asked something about his own father is high. Suzaku isn't sure he's ready to tell anyone of what happened that day. ]
-- for a moment he really just can't breath, because instead of Kay's father laying there dead from a stab wound, it's his father and the blade is in his hands and he's really sorry oh god. (Suzaku has to get up and excuse himself from watching the rest of it, has to run to the bathroom and nurse the metaphorical punch to the stomach he took.)
he returns shortly to finish it (can't leave a job half-finished), watches Kay accept her badge, sees himself in the Britannian military, and invests in partial time to stop thinking. stop. and then, slipping it onto the couch next to him, pushing the blankets covering him to the side.
quickly turning the video function on, he schools his expression to something more neutral and- ] Kay. Are you alright?
[ he wants to ask. he really wants to ask, but it's private and the chance that he'll be asked something about his own father is high. Suzaku isn't sure he's ready to tell anyone of what happened that day. ]
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I'm fine...it was only a dream.
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