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Well, today was my first 'real' day at work. I've worked a couple Saturday's, but the Post Office is only open an hour then. Today I had a good 8 hour work day. So, needless to say I was kind of nervous and anxious. I was so worried about messing up and Mr. Larry is out of state. I worked with Mickey today until he left for the route. He's been there over 20 years and he always intimidated me. But he was really helpful and patient. Then Bro. Guy, our preacher, came in to get a package. I asked him if he would say a prayer for me, so we prayed right there over the counter. I felt a lot better afterwards. I had a couple of blocks here and there but there wasn't anything that I couldn't really handle. Now I have Thursday-Saturday this week, and then Monday, Wednesday-Saturday again next week. So that's 52 hours total. I'll make around 450 bucks after taxes. That's two car payments in time for my first month's payment.
My next conflict comes with my American Revolution class. It has nothing to do with my major, I just like history. But the class is killing me. It's taking up most of my attention, away from the three classes that *are* for my major. I want to drop it, but I'll take me down below a full time schedule..which affects my financial aid...which means I'll have to pay back some money. So I don't know what to do. I hate the class. I have a paper due tomorrow in it, a book review, and I haven't even read the book. I also have an online quiz to take that I havn't studied for. I told you guys I'm a horrible student. And here I am typing on LJ. I don't feel like I'm learning anything in that class. I'm learning a lot from my Indian class, understanding a great deal in Statistics, and having a lot of deep thinking in Philosophy (A discipline I find annoying...)...but this American Rev? Haaaate it
Blah! I don't know what to do. I'm not going to worry about it, though. ♪I'm tired and I wanna go to bed♪ I'm so stalling.....