yay??
so, today in math we had a sub and we were supposed to do a worksheet so my crush, me, and three other guys sat around talking. he kept hugging on me and talking to me, and flexing and telling me to feel (abs, pecs, biceps). then he wanted to feel my "pecs." then, in chemistry, i went over to talk to him and his best friend, (who i don't think likes me any more, i think tomorrow i may get up the courage to tell him how i feel about his best friend) and the friend told me to go away, (just jokingly) and my crush gave me a big hug.
so, i definitely like him. the only problem is that i can't tell if he's interested in me. he may be a big flirt, (though he doesn't act like that with any other girl), he may like me and be afraid that i don't like him back, (my favorite), or he may just flirt and not want a girlfriend (my least favorite, i think.) i'd rather him be a big flirt than be a guy that doesn't want a girlfriend. maybe if he knows i like him, then he'd do something about it. maybe he'd quit talking to me.
dreams
last night i had a dream that we went on a date and saw a parade maybe (well, we were sitting on the side of the road) and then we went over to someone's house and played an atari. (is that really a video game system or did i just make it up? i know it has something to do with video games in the 80s/early 90s, but i don't know if it was a system. in the dream, it was like a nintendo or ps2 or something, but much older). that's all i really remember, i guess i should've updated this morning while it was still fresh in my memory.
so, i definitely like him. the only problem is that i can't tell if he's interested in me. he may be a big flirt, (though he doesn't act like that with any other girl), he may like me and be afraid that i don't like him back, (my favorite), or he may just flirt and not want a girlfriend (my least favorite, i think.) i'd rather him be a big flirt than be a guy that doesn't want a girlfriend. maybe if he knows i like him, then he'd do something about it. maybe he'd quit talking to me.
dreams
last night i had a dream that we went on a date and saw a parade maybe (well, we were sitting on the side of the road) and then we went over to someone's house and played an atari. (is that really a video game system or did i just make it up? i know it has something to do with video games in the 80s/early 90s, but i don't know if it was a system. in the dream, it was like a nintendo or ps2 or something, but much older). that's all i really remember, i guess i should've updated this morning while it was still fresh in my memory.