guys and complications
so, last night, had a dream that i made out with a guy who's been my best friend since kindergarten. it was a little odd, but i couldn't stop thinking about it when i saw him today. i have 2 classes with him and i know i'll be thinking about it all day tomorrow. well, hopefully i'll get over it cuz right now i'm still in love with my ex, but now i think my subconscious is telling me that i like my friend, too. plus, my friends are telling me that they all think my ex likes me again, and that screws everything up cuz it's not helping me get over him. i don't understand guys, and i don't want to, but i'd like to chose who i do and don't like. i just wish that my life could be slightly less complicated for just a while, like maybe a day. oh well, i guess that wouldn't be any fun. plus, i've got the stress of apush and softball evaluations. i'm afraid that i'm gonna get moved down to jv cuz we've got a new coach, even though i played varsity last year. well, i'm sure life will eventually calm down a little bit, and i'll stop thinking about the kiss that didn't really happen.