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had another dream last night, same guy. this time his dad caught us making out in a firetruck (don't ask, because i don't know), and said something, but i don't remember what it was. we were going out in this dream, apparently now that's been added to a regular occurance, and the only part i really remember is kissing him.
on another note, his dad wants to hire me to teach his little sister how to play softball because she wants to try out for berry. that's great, i can teach the guy i like's little sister how to play softball. well, maybe if he saw me around more, he'd realize that he likes me, too. the thing that makes it bad is that he's my friend and i think it'd be hard for him to think of me the same way that i think about him now. well, things happen.
a friend of mine told me yesterday that girls always fall for guys who are their best friends. i told myself when i was little that me and him, and another guy, would just stay friends forever and i wouldn't feel differently about either one of them. i think i can keep it about the other guy [knock on wood], but i lost that with one. of course, people who have been best friends make great boyfriends and girlfriends because they know you well, the know your parents, and they know what kind of stuff you like. maybe it'll work out, because i've pretty much decided i don't like the other guy i liked as much, and if it doesn't, i'll find someone else.
well, me and some of my friends (ex's little sister included) are going to the movies tonight so i'll have some fun and maybe get him off my mind. the iron bowl comes on in 25 minutes, but i don't really care about that.
florida vs. fsu kickoff at 645, parents gonna be watching so i'll check in after the movie, GO GATORS!!!
get my car back in 6 days and the insurance company isn't gonna total it!!!
YAY!!!
on another note, his dad wants to hire me to teach his little sister how to play softball because she wants to try out for berry. that's great, i can teach the guy i like's little sister how to play softball. well, maybe if he saw me around more, he'd realize that he likes me, too. the thing that makes it bad is that he's my friend and i think it'd be hard for him to think of me the same way that i think about him now. well, things happen.
a friend of mine told me yesterday that girls always fall for guys who are their best friends. i told myself when i was little that me and him, and another guy, would just stay friends forever and i wouldn't feel differently about either one of them. i think i can keep it about the other guy [knock on wood], but i lost that with one. of course, people who have been best friends make great boyfriends and girlfriends because they know you well, the know your parents, and they know what kind of stuff you like. maybe it'll work out, because i've pretty much decided i don't like the other guy i liked as much, and if it doesn't, i'll find someone else.
well, me and some of my friends (ex's little sister included) are going to the movies tonight so i'll have some fun and maybe get him off my mind. the iron bowl comes on in 25 minutes, but i don't really care about that.
florida vs. fsu kickoff at 645, parents gonna be watching so i'll check in after the movie, GO GATORS!!!
get my car back in 6 days and the insurance company isn't gonna total it!!!
YAY!!!