"'Somewhat' Better"...
I had an epihany this morning on the way home from work...Life's not so bad, I can control my weight (I've already started cutting down on my food intake, AND am working on excersising more) and my mental problems if I concentrate hard enough (I no doubt have the fucking disipline, I just need to ditch the "fuck it all" attitude I've adopted YET AGAIN here as of late), and I'm no longer at "odds" with Va Beach, and want to go there again soon, weather permitting...But what to do there though? I'm not that big of a fan of swimming in cold water *lol*..."Hotel bru-haha" maybe?...
Maybe it was the nice breeze I was feeling, hanging my arm out the window...The sweet smelling air (Reminded me of many GOOD summer's past)...Maybe it's because I had a decent night at work for once, and even GOT PRAISED for the good job I did ;)...Maybe it was realizing that winter's almost over, and MUCH fun is to be had...And I'm NOT perpetually stuck in this "rut" I'm in...And that there is new things to be discovered and subsequently enjoyed...New people to puke all over *lol*...New ways to look at life and existance as it stands...
And LETTING GO of the past is ALWAYS a "chain breaker"...And it actually feels good as HELL to be single, and not have to deal with UTTER JUVENILE SULLSHIT...
Ah...Emotional FREEDOM...It's about FUCKING TIME...Who says time alone never solves anything? ;)...
Cheers.
Maybe it was the nice breeze I was feeling, hanging my arm out the window...The sweet smelling air (Reminded me of many GOOD summer's past)...Maybe it's because I had a decent night at work for once, and even GOT PRAISED for the good job I did ;)...Maybe it was realizing that winter's almost over, and MUCH fun is to be had...And I'm NOT perpetually stuck in this "rut" I'm in...And that there is new things to be discovered and subsequently enjoyed...New people to puke all over *lol*...New ways to look at life and existance as it stands...
And LETTING GO of the past is ALWAYS a "chain breaker"...And it actually feels good as HELL to be single, and not have to deal with UTTER JUVENILE SULLSHIT...
Ah...Emotional FREEDOM...It's about FUCKING TIME...Who says time alone never solves anything? ;)...
Cheers.