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[decrepitheartt]

this week was terrible.

i thought i lost everything.
everyfuckingthing.

never again will i make the mistakes i did.

i'm back at home.
i don't know how long that is going to last.

lately i've felt so fucking insecure it makes me sick.

i feel as if nothing is for sure in my life, and i could lose you at any moment.

i'm not sure why. i don't like this feeling.

i think i just need to get a grip.

i love you, and i'm sorry.

thank you.