I am in......a blissful?...state? WOOT....meh...happy...I got Alex's number..

[decrepit_puppet]

Count the Pills

Can't live this life
Of fear and contemplation.
Can't continue on through this world
This domination.

Counting all the slow minutes, waiting,
I have to fall.
This life can't be everlasting,
I need to end it all.

I took one, for the love for me that never existed.
I took two, because my life has always been sick and twisted.
I took three, for everything I hate.
I took four, Iknow the end is my fate.

I took five, I can feel it in my veins.
I took six, watch the red rain.
I took seven, I can feel my life fading fast.
I took eight, knowing the pain won't last.

I took nine, I feel such bliss!
I took ten, I don't know why I chose this.
Just let me please give the world one,last kiss because
It's you, most of all, that I'm going....to....miss.