she'd give anything and everything to fall in love
ok, well. i guess ill just get straight to the point of this entry. although im not sure what it is....
well here it goes: it amazes me how feelings and people can come and go. actually "amazes" wouldn't be the correct word, perhaps "scares" would more correctly fit. anywho, i guess about an hour and a half ago i said "fuck intuition, aprehension, whatever the hell this is" and in saying those words and proceeding to make a certain phone call i ended up in a pretty content state. im not complaining at all when i say any of this, but it's scary. im scared and i'll admit it. i hope this time i don't end up handing my heart over so easily. i don't plan on doing it at all actually. so there. it's out. im happy. horray.
i thought i had so much more to say, but i guess i don't. here's to the best apology ever....the end
well here it goes: it amazes me how feelings and people can come and go. actually "amazes" wouldn't be the correct word, perhaps "scares" would more correctly fit. anywho, i guess about an hour and a half ago i said "fuck intuition, aprehension, whatever the hell this is" and in saying those words and proceeding to make a certain phone call i ended up in a pretty content state. im not complaining at all when i say any of this, but it's scary. im scared and i'll admit it. i hope this time i don't end up handing my heart over so easily. i don't plan on doing it at all actually. so there. it's out. im happy. horray.
i thought i had so much more to say, but i guess i don't. here's to the best apology ever....the end