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So it's 2007!
I've decided to take this year by the horns and do all the things I've been unable to do. I've decided that what made me unhappy in my old situation wasn't the "events" but how I approached life, I was most happy when I was doing things like school and work at the same time. Things that made me feel like my life had movement.
2006 started as a very turbulent year with lots of stress, and ended the same way. I came out of it a destroyed emotional mess and was incapable of loving myself. I refuse to feel that way.
Because, even if other people can't see it, I've already found that there are just as good, if not better people that care about how I feel and realize that I have so much to give.
But, I've decided that I'm unavailable for anything other than friendships at the moment, so, I'm going to let these blossoming friendships simmer and see how things go, and until I find a job, at least I've got things to do with my time.
On the job front, I can't friggin wait to start working. I'm so done with my sister's kids.
I've decided to take this year by the horns and do all the things I've been unable to do. I've decided that what made me unhappy in my old situation wasn't the "events" but how I approached life, I was most happy when I was doing things like school and work at the same time. Things that made me feel like my life had movement.
2006 started as a very turbulent year with lots of stress, and ended the same way. I came out of it a destroyed emotional mess and was incapable of loving myself. I refuse to feel that way.
Because, even if other people can't see it, I've already found that there are just as good, if not better people that care about how I feel and realize that I have so much to give.
But, I've decided that I'm unavailable for anything other than friendships at the moment, so, I'm going to let these blossoming friendships simmer and see how things go, and until I find a job, at least I've got things to do with my time.
On the job front, I can't friggin wait to start working. I'm so done with my sister's kids.