Dec 28, 2006 17:05
so, life just really sucks right now. my heart is broken. and i dont know how to fix it. i can't seem to find the strength to move on, and i don't know how to deal with what's going on inside my head.
sometimes i wish i could fall asleep and not wake up....
sometimes i wish i could find the strength to get out of bed......
sometimes i want everything back the way it was.....
sometimes i want to kill everyone in sight....
sometimes i want to cry like a little baby curled up in a little ball.....
sometimes i want to jump off a bridge.....
sometimes i want to get so high i dont feel anymore....
i just can't seem to find the strength to do anything......
oh, yeah, news flash: i live in modesto, and have a new phone number message me if you want it.