The Divine Decay
I couldn't sleep last night at all, got about three hours maximum of sleep. Damn those nightmares.
These one's weren't that bad, it was a repeat of being chased through the woods in Poland by a some sort of black shadow into the abandoned cemetery in the woods. There were some snakes at the Six-Line intersection (a place in the woods) and I saw the man that hung himself there. I woke up as soon as I entered the cemetery and saw the black shadow at the edge of the woods. So it didn't get me, woo!
Furthermore, my shoulder is still killing me. When the guy landed on it I felt a nasty crack/crunch as it collided with the speaker/amp thing. I had to switch shoulders for my backpack 'cause this one can't handle the weight of my books right now. No, I'm not gonna pull an American stunt and sue the Pearl Room or the guy. This shoulder has been bad for a while because of the crash. I just went against my own better judgement because I didn't want to ditch my friends and stayed front row. But this has taught me a lesson - if you know better - then listen to yourself. Meaning, next show there I'll be up on the balcony. With all the physical and mental strain going on lately, I can't handle being in a front row concert crowd. I'm just glad my shoulder didn't get dislocated again 'cause I wouldn't have been able to do the brave thing of popping it back in myself again. Not enough adrenaline.
I did a quick check on my car today and I only have a six inch hairline crack in my front bumper on the passangers side. I still have to pop the hood and check out the struts, but I think they're okay. So nothing too tragic.
I really need to clean out my car and my room. I also need to clean the house. Looks like I got my work cut out for the next few days, huh?
Random thought, but I don't know why but I hate having a car and I hate having all these belongings, pets and friends. It just makes me feel tied down and unable to just take off whenever I want to. Too many responsibilities. Heh, if I'm having issues with being tied down right now, imagine when I get married.......
Sinfully Yours,
~Sin
These one's weren't that bad, it was a repeat of being chased through the woods in Poland by a some sort of black shadow into the abandoned cemetery in the woods. There were some snakes at the Six-Line intersection (a place in the woods) and I saw the man that hung himself there. I woke up as soon as I entered the cemetery and saw the black shadow at the edge of the woods. So it didn't get me, woo!
Furthermore, my shoulder is still killing me. When the guy landed on it I felt a nasty crack/crunch as it collided with the speaker/amp thing. I had to switch shoulders for my backpack 'cause this one can't handle the weight of my books right now. No, I'm not gonna pull an American stunt and sue the Pearl Room or the guy. This shoulder has been bad for a while because of the crash. I just went against my own better judgement because I didn't want to ditch my friends and stayed front row. But this has taught me a lesson - if you know better - then listen to yourself. Meaning, next show there I'll be up on the balcony. With all the physical and mental strain going on lately, I can't handle being in a front row concert crowd. I'm just glad my shoulder didn't get dislocated again 'cause I wouldn't have been able to do the brave thing of popping it back in myself again. Not enough adrenaline.
I did a quick check on my car today and I only have a six inch hairline crack in my front bumper on the passangers side. I still have to pop the hood and check out the struts, but I think they're okay. So nothing too tragic.
I really need to clean out my car and my room. I also need to clean the house. Looks like I got my work cut out for the next few days, huh?
Random thought, but I don't know why but I hate having a car and I hate having all these belongings, pets and friends. It just makes me feel tied down and unable to just take off whenever I want to. Too many responsibilities. Heh, if I'm having issues with being tied down right now, imagine when I get married.......
Sinfully Yours,
~Sin