Getting closer

Sep 17, 2008 20:26

i am so close to dropping out of school cold turkey. it would be nice if someone rational would talk to me about this, but my mom was never really a rational person to begin with. the grandparents have no emotional reserve.

clinical scares me so intensely and thinking about tomorrow makes me so exhausted. i've talked about my anxiety so much that its not therapeutic any longer and finding comfort in anything is difficult now. if this is true adulthood, death doesn't seem as terrible as it once did.

i feel like half a person. just a body with no heart left.
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