Nov 13, 2004 03:24
What more do you want from me? Some sort of apology? Well I promise that forgiveness is the most you'll get. And what I demand of you is to put up or shut up. So make your decision, but remember - you can't kill us all. I know you don't know what you say but I don't feel any safer from you. Hate is too easy and we'll both find a way to be right. No matter how far a stretch. And even now I've all but forgotten what we're fighting for. To end something or to begin it? I don't even know why I care to continue. Old habits die hard I guess. But we don't. And the threats are still made. I'll kill you. Even though turning away seems safer. I want to be in the middle. I want to go for the jugular, but I don't remember why. Was it to start something or to end it? I know why I continue. I do it all for them. For her I can be an influence and for them a backbone. To end the old and begin a new age of compromise and clear thinking.