I don't think this is right.

[decidophobichic]

There's something wrong with me. My brain isn't working anymore. Fuck the long holiday. It didn't do anything for my Japanese. I'm now the official class idiot. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. And I've been bad and maybe hurt one or probably two people because I'm a horrible bitch who needs attention and can't be left alone. And I can't say sorry to either because it'll be an admission of guilt and will definitely flare up into ugly ugly ulgy fights. As much as I love fighting, I don't think I'm capable of dealing with it right now. So I have to put up with angry stares and hurt looks for now, I guess. Phooey. Fuss free, it was supposed to be. That it is not.

I'm sad but it must be only because it's been raining in Tokyo since forever.