the wrong emPHAsis on the wrong syllABle
janedoe: and if we can't deal not being with each other then thats different but right now I just don't know <--sounds like a normal breakup right?..wrong..they live a few states away from each other and have never actually touched..so yeah..forgive me for not feeling sorry for her....
but on the topic of breakups and divorces (cause they go together in my mind)...it seems that fall is the season to end it (which is sad..cause i love fall)..it started with my loverly Cassie-lou and her then hobo of a boyfriend Ricky...he decided that he'd fallen out of love or something on those lines...and that it was time for some "space" or a "break" and now they're completely caput (iono the spellin on that..sorry)...and then a few days later my sister called me and told me that her husband wanted a divorce! that he'd been lying about loving her for years and that kelsey (my very lovely baby niece) was only brought into the world cause he thought it'd fix their marriage..and make him love heather again...how fucking lame right?..but i thank him for thinking that..cause i love that little girl with all my heart :D...and now Zella and her internet/phone girlfriend are breaking up..and it just seems all so...repetitive...one totally loves the other..but the other is just floating through the motions....
and people have the audacity to ask me why i'm not married and/or seriously dating someone...
yeah yeah..it's really good when it's good..but i don't know if i'm strong enough for the not so good..i don't have the togetherness that cassie and heather have...i'm actually kind of afraid of kicking someone's ass for hurting me (and i'm old enough for jail now..teehee)
oh..then heather and shane decided to retry for kelsey..and now i'm all..what the hell..how do i act when i see him again?..he hurt my sister..she cried for days and he has been lying to her for "years"...and i'm supposed to just hug him and smile and act like that never happened? yeah..the odds of that working are slim to none..and slim just slipped out the room....fuck him and the horse he rode in on..asshole...telling my sister that he was doin the bodybuilding crap just to get away from her..and then coming to my house to order his junk online...yeah...let him come over here..i'll always have just a tiny bit of glare in my eyes reserved just for his lame ass...
okay..that felt good *sigh of relief*
work: work is good..turns out i have the coordination of a drunken monkey though...i've got bruises on the backs of my hands (from the machinery and the bags) and on my legs (tables)i'm finally almost done with training (which is good)cause i'll go to working four or five hours a day..but it's also lame..cause i'll only be working four or five hours a day...gives me more free time to do junk...but it also cuts my pay :( cause i'll have more free time (that makes sense..stop re reading it!)
when i work on the checkpoint downstairs (alpha)...i'm working with a load of guys (which i love..cause they're funny..and there're a few hotties)...but this week (most of it)..i'm back upstairs with all the senior citizens...and i'm staying in the evening shift when i go to part time..cause they have parties and junk for people who have birthdays..and look at that..i have a birthday comin up!..wee..so yeah..i'll sacrifice being on mornings with the young people for being on the afternoons with the old people that can cook like chefs :D..i've got priorities...hehehhee
lost starts back up this week..i'm all kinds of excited about that..it's like...3 kinds of excited..yes..3..so yeah..imma go now and watch the little extra disc that came packaged on my season boxed set :D
ciao...love...peath...and pumpkins!
me
but on the topic of breakups and divorces (cause they go together in my mind)...it seems that fall is the season to end it (which is sad..cause i love fall)..it started with my loverly Cassie-lou and her then hobo of a boyfriend Ricky...he decided that he'd fallen out of love or something on those lines...and that it was time for some "space" or a "break" and now they're completely caput (iono the spellin on that..sorry)...and then a few days later my sister called me and told me that her husband wanted a divorce! that he'd been lying about loving her for years and that kelsey (my very lovely baby niece) was only brought into the world cause he thought it'd fix their marriage..and make him love heather again...how fucking lame right?..but i thank him for thinking that..cause i love that little girl with all my heart :D...and now Zella and her internet/phone girlfriend are breaking up..and it just seems all so...repetitive...one totally loves the other..but the other is just floating through the motions....
and people have the audacity to ask me why i'm not married and/or seriously dating someone...
yeah yeah..it's really good when it's good..but i don't know if i'm strong enough for the not so good..i don't have the togetherness that cassie and heather have...i'm actually kind of afraid of kicking someone's ass for hurting me (and i'm old enough for jail now..teehee)
oh..then heather and shane decided to retry for kelsey..and now i'm all..what the hell..how do i act when i see him again?..he hurt my sister..she cried for days and he has been lying to her for "years"...and i'm supposed to just hug him and smile and act like that never happened? yeah..the odds of that working are slim to none..and slim just slipped out the room....fuck him and the horse he rode in on..asshole...telling my sister that he was doin the bodybuilding crap just to get away from her..and then coming to my house to order his junk online...yeah...let him come over here..i'll always have just a tiny bit of glare in my eyes reserved just for his lame ass...
okay..that felt good *sigh of relief*
work: work is good..turns out i have the coordination of a drunken monkey though...i've got bruises on the backs of my hands (from the machinery and the bags) and on my legs (tables)i'm finally almost done with training (which is good)cause i'll go to working four or five hours a day..but it's also lame..cause i'll only be working four or five hours a day...gives me more free time to do junk...but it also cuts my pay :( cause i'll have more free time (that makes sense..stop re reading it!)
when i work on the checkpoint downstairs (alpha)...i'm working with a load of guys (which i love..cause they're funny..and there're a few hotties)...but this week (most of it)..i'm back upstairs with all the senior citizens...and i'm staying in the evening shift when i go to part time..cause they have parties and junk for people who have birthdays..and look at that..i have a birthday comin up!..wee..so yeah..i'll sacrifice being on mornings with the young people for being on the afternoons with the old people that can cook like chefs :D..i've got priorities...hehehhee
lost starts back up this week..i'm all kinds of excited about that..it's like...3 kinds of excited..yes..3..so yeah..imma go now and watch the little extra disc that came packaged on my season boxed set :D
ciao...love...peath...and pumpkins!
me