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Well, I finally sealed the deal on a long-term crush. I had my first one night stand, with hot Alex from work, after my absolutely amazing XXXMass in July party. Turns out he's cuter than he is experienced; he's still a high school boy on bed. But it happened! This makes me a real adult now, right?
Here come my ridiculous insecure questions, you ready?
1. So does this mean I'm actually attractive? I never know because I've never successfully bagged a crush.
2. Am I desperate because I wouldn't mind making this a recurring thing, even though it was bad?
3. Is it retarded that I feel bad about my sexual prowess because he hasn't asked to sleep with me again (but originally said he was open to it)?
4. Will everything I say or do with him from now on be perceived as me hitting on him or desperately looking for a redo?
Posted via LjBeetle
Here come my ridiculous insecure questions, you ready?
1. So does this mean I'm actually attractive? I never know because I've never successfully bagged a crush.
2. Am I desperate because I wouldn't mind making this a recurring thing, even though it was bad?
3. Is it retarded that I feel bad about my sexual prowess because he hasn't asked to sleep with me again (but originally said he was open to it)?
4. Will everything I say or do with him from now on be perceived as me hitting on him or desperately looking for a redo?
Posted via LjBeetle