I'm In Over My Head And I Just Can't Win

[deceptive_fool]

[Private//Hackable to Friends]...Some times, I just dun get it. It seems that karma really has come back three fold for what I did that night, or somethin'. Things are goin' pretty well on tha surface, but underneath.. I'm not sure where anythin' is goin

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[zodiaconigiri]

Oh my..It seems you have had alot of girl trouble Shinji.

eh heh, I kinda can relate, though I'm not having that many people liking me. I kin..kinda like Bak, but I don't want to say anything cause I know Miss Momo really likes him and shes so sweet and deserves someone great!

Ah um..anyways! Please keep up the hard work for quidditch Shinji! You'll do great along with the rest of the team! ano..if you ever need anything or want to talk just ask ok? I'll be more than happy to sit down and talk!

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[deceptive_fool]

Yeah, when did that ever happen, tah me of all people?!

So... yah went from Tamaki tah Bak, huh? What's this Bak guy look like? I think I've heard Momo mention him once or twice. Momo... huh? So.. she likes someone? Well, that explains why all mah attempts always failed.

Well, if yah need any advise or anythin', yah know I'll listen tah yer problems!

Thank yah kindly, Tohru! I plan on beatin' our record last game, so mah summer can be smooth sailin' without Agito killin' us fer losin'.

..Thank yah fer offerin'. I kinda hate tellin' Ichi everythin', since I dun know if he considers it a burden or not. I'll keep that in mind.

Maybe if yer not busy later, we could have some tea again?

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[zodiaconigiri]

I think its because you're such a nice person Shinji. But seeing as you're not liking Oriime anymore..is there another girl now?

Um..B-Bak is..blonde as well..I guess we got off on the wr-wrong foot because I was nervous around him in the beginning but then after talking..he seems like a just a shy guy.
Yes..Miss Momo likes Bak as well.

Heehee, true. Im sure Agito would make you guys practice over the summer.

OH! Tea would be lovely! What time shall we meet dear?

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[deceptive_fool]

I still like Orihime... a lot. The problem is that she's in love with someone else.. and I know the feelin' of unrequited love. She's always happy when she's around him.. and since he's mah best friend, I can see it in her eyes daily. It's just not worth damaging. Eventually, he'll have tah tell her he's not interested and then maybe she'll feel tha way I do now... but I don't really want that tha happen.

Ah... complications in love are irritatin'. If yah spend more time with him, maybe he'll see just how wonderful of a girl yah are, yah know?

He would! From what Akito said, they're goin' over tah American fer a trip with Hiruma.. fer some reason. Not sure when they're comin' back though.

Uh, anythin' yer free is fine bah me! I'll be in tha common room with Orihime in an hour.

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[zodiaconigiri]

OH! Then I'll bring tea for all three of us!
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...You're still very kind Shinji to not say anything for her. its Ichigo isn't it?...I-..I feel sorry for her when he tells his true feelings unless he does like her?..Just be there to comfort her ok incase? Maybe you'll get lucky!

Who knows Shinji! Heehee, I'll just take my time really and just continue being myself.

Ohh I heard about them going to America! How exciting! Um..I believe its to go see foo-football? The american one though.

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[deceptive_fool]

..If yer sure it's not any trouble, then okay!

Yeah.. it is. He wants tah let her down gently, but he's afraid of hurtin' her, so he keeps pushin' it off. I hope it does it bafore summer, otherwise... she might return tah school more in love with him, from missin' him so much.

I.. already planned tah be there, but it's gonna feel weird. I can only imagine her lookin' batween us and noticin' we had it planned out. I don't want her tah think I'm a bad guy in it. I'm not sure she'll want me tah comfort her... and I definitely don't want Ichi thinkin' I'm cuttin' and playin' "tha hero" since she'll be heart broken. It's... gonna be painful fer all of us. I.. hope she doesn't cry infront of us. It'll crush him inside.

That's good that yer not rushin' anythin' or tryin' tah impress him. Bein' yerself will get yah further in tha long run, in mah opinion. Good luck!

Tah watch a football game, huh? Weird.. I didn't know that Akito was inta that kinda thing. I wonder if Hiyori is goin' with him...

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[zodiaconigiri]

Ara...hopefully he does tell her soon..

...M..My mum once told me that sometimes, its hard to decide what is the right thing to do and the wrong thing. She said..we only THINK there is a wrong and a right so we'd pick the choice we think is right.Though the other sides might think differently on our point of view. Um Ah What she means is, that its ok to pick either..so..Pick what YOU want.If you wish to comfort her Shinji, then do it. Don't stop yourself for your friends..even though that sound kinda weird coming from me. As long as your happy..ne?

She might not even cry infront of you..and that would be even more sad I think because she'll hold back everything just to keep you two to know shes ok..

Heehee, thanks Shinji.

I didn't know either ah..I think Hiyori is going..Shinji..

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[deceptive_fool]

...That's... a very interestin' point of view right there. Thank yah fer sharin' it with me. I'll keep it in mind fer when tha time comes.

Knownin' Orihime... that might be tha exact reaction she has. She really is a strong girl and she tries way tah hard tah prove it. She's not as delicate as people think she is, on tha outside. That sense of determination really is admirable.

...Really? Hm... I'm not surprised, seein' as how he's still her "boyfriend" and all. ...Her summer, her happiness. I'll be makin' tha most outta mah time too.

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[zodiaconigiri]

I've always admired Orihime, I also think thats why I hope the best for her.

ah..Shinji..umm Don't worry about her kay and have fun this summer!

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[deceptive_fool]

Yah, yer right. If I dwell on it, I'm only gonna make mahself depressed. 'Sides, I have tons of friends who wanna spend time with me and THAT's tha important part!

Ohh, I never asked yah. What kinda plans did yah make fer yer summer vacation?

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[zodiaconigiri]

Mhm! You're right shinji!

OH! Um, nothing special..Naru-kun is coming to visit Ireland for awhile and thats about it. I'm hoping to go to the World Cup though!

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[deceptive_fool]

Ah, that's cool. I'm sure yah two will have fun tagether.

Oooh, Sena and I are goin' tah tha World Cup too! Maybe we'll see each other there.