The passed few years I have been having recurring dreams. Basically every night I dream of the end of the world. Zombie apocalypse, world falling apart, demons, alien ships destroying us from the sky, you name it I've dreamt it. No matter the scenario there are constants. Usually I am at my old house. I'm usually trying to save people, I usually ( Read more... )

Black. It is the color of death. The color of darkness. The color of despair. Of fear. Of lies. Of the abyss. Black is the color of my soul. Black haunts me. Black taunts me. Black is everywhere I turn. Blackened lungs. Blackened heart. Black is the color of burnt. Black is the color of bile. Black tongue. Black eyes. Black death.

That's life. Random. We bounce around like loose hydrogen atoms just waiting to slam into a stray oxygen or carbon atom and hopefully create some sort of a permanent bond to manifest something from the new parts that might better the world around us. Or at the very least just make us feel like we are more than we are all alone. But really that is ( Read more... )

You know it's odd but even now 7 years after I started working there and 5 years since I worked there I still miss my old job. I was happy there and never would have quit but they forced me to leave or they would have fired me. I wonder if they'd even so much as give me a reference nowadays, let alone ever let me come back. I am sure they saw my ( Read more... )

So yeah, I never use this site anymore. Go figure that when I have the most drama and things happening all the time I never write it down, but when I was always bored I would post twice daily, ha ha. Oh well. But yeah, I have a new home, in a new part of town. So far so good. Have two roommates, which is new for me. I like it though. I'm doing ( Read more... )

So I have been working like, non-stop for 6 years or so. And now I find myself unemployed. I guess I get to test my theory that most people without jobs just aren't trying hard enough, or are passing up jobs, even ones that pay good, just because it isn't the job they want. Who knows I could be wrong. Anyways, I also find it amusing that I haven't ( Read more... )

I have no idea if anyone is ever going to read this, but if anyone happens to, hi. How are ya ( Read more... )

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Booyah Grandma.

Ok so I have decided I will no longer post when I think I am getting a job, because employers find a way to fuck me ( Read more... )

Graduation from diversion, next thursday. 5 o'clock. Freedom at last.

Job, finally. Debt to be erased in months. Freedom.

I am going to move out of shitty Battleground. Finally. Freedom.

Looking up indeed. I am happy.