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16 days until christmas? something like that. I have bought nothing for no one yet. I hate christmas. not so much as "the grinch stealing christmas" kinda way but i've never really ever had a good christmas. i love the season. the music. decorated stores. the food. certain smells. the clothes. but christmas of all of them, not my thing. yet every year i wait for just something or some one that could turn everything around and make christmas something for me to remember. right now all i remember about christmas is me cooking for the first time to find my dad come home 4 hours late and then leaving right after that and me crying. or many other things for many other christmases. what makes this year different? wow ok now that i completely ruined my spirit for the day...