Jonghyun's pain
Title: Jonghyun's pain
Pairings: Jongkey
Word Count: 1008
Rating: PG
Genre: fail!Angst, fluffy.
Author : decembersummer
Summary: It didn't hurt so much when they told him he should watch out in being too close to kibum.It hurts the most when he saw the pain in Key's eyes whenever their eyes met. Those sad eyes that bring tears to his own.
A/N: A typical jongkey/sekhyung story but I needed to write.
His legs was trembling so bad, but his heart was hurting a hundred times more than that swollen red ankle. He closed the door tight and slide down the walls. Clutching onto his shirt tightly over his heart, his tears was flowing. He does want all this crap any more. He doesn't want to pretend to be Sekhyung's boyfriend, he don't want to be threaten because of what they claimed to be committing a crime in loving someone. So what if he loved a boy? And because he is a idol, he cant love someone like a normal human does?
His ankle was throbbing hard and really swollen from the intense practice earlier, but what key said was so much more hurting. He knew key always says harsh words on impulse when he is frustrated, but the pain can't help but to slab Jonghyun so hardly.
They had dance practice the whole afternoon. He wasn't catching up with the dance moves making them repeat the whole process many times. His ankle was making it hard for him, although he was really in great pain, he tried his best to endure it and follow up with the rest but apparently failed to do so. Their Tokyo concert was around he corner and Jonghyun needed to work double hard.
And the cold key who haven't been talking to him since the announcement of him dating, sent many death glares between the practice. Until the point when he fell down to his knees because of his weak ankle, Key flamed up and he said, "Please don't pull Shinee down if all you can only think of is your girlfriend that make you can't concentrate on dance practice. Go fucking suck up to your girl now, if that is what you want! "
Every word hurt so much Jonghyun couldn't stand being in the tight, breathless room together with key. He struggled to stand up promptly and walked quickly out of the room without making his limps obvious. He left leaving the air around the dance room hanging coldly. He then walked as fast as he could into a empty room, closed the door and slide down the wall hugging himself tightly.
Key was hurt.
He knew key was very hurt from the whole incident. His sudden 'girlfriend', their secret 'dates'. Little that key knows, Jonghyun was hurting twice as much, or even a hundred times more. Enduring the pain and keeping this piercing secret all to himself when he had the other members. Although only the leader knew his secret, a secret must still remain as one. And thus, the only thing Jonghyun could do for his love was to endure.
It didn't hurt so much when they told him he should watch out in being too close to kibum. It didn't even hurt as much when they arranged a 'date' with Sekhyung to let the world know Jonghyun was dating a girl whom he didn't know much. It hurts the most when he saw the pain in Key's eyes whenever their eyes met. Those sad eyes that bring tears to his own.
And his stupid ankle wasn't helping a single bit.
The mops and brooms around the janitor's room seem to be mocking at him. What were they laughing at? He didn't know either, but he just found himself giggling a little together. Was he going crazy? He didn't understand either but he knew his tears didn't stop. He flinched and moaned a little when he moved his ankle. He lifted his track pants higher to see a angry and red limp. He cursed with swearing words, but before could try to remove his shoes, the door came shooting open.
His eyes widen when a panting key appeared in front of him. He quickly gain his conscious and harshly wiped the tears stained on his checks and look away from Kibum's soft glare.
"Pabo!" Key exclaimed as he knelt down to reach for the lead singer's face to wipe those glaring tears off. Jonghyun looked a little lost and shocked at this action but can't help but feel so warm inside.
"I'm sorry to shout at you and say such hurtful words. " He apologise with so much guilt to his lover. Key moved forward and was about the hug jonghyun when he heard jonghyun's pained groan. " Is it your ankle!? " He immediately lifted up jonghyun's pants and came to his realization.
" You Pabo! You could have just said that your ankle is in pain! You can't talk, huh!?!? " Key's vision was blurred with his tears. He felt so painful. Why didn't he realise jonghyun's sunken eyes, striking black rings surrounding his eyes, his pale lips and face. Why didn't he realize jonghyun so hurting so much?!
Why didn't he believe in him when Jonghyun once told him, he love him. It was only until onew told him about the secret that the whole 'dating' issue was actually to protect himself. He was so selfish to be thinking about the sadness he was facing rather than thinking rationally why the incident was so sudden.
Jonghyun reached out to caresse key's face. "I'm sorry, don't cry neh?" He gently wipe a single tear away from key's cheeks. He can't bear to see his lover in tears.
Key grabbed jonghyun's hand and settle it onto his laps. " Don't be sorry! I should be! Onew already told me everything," jonghyun cursed in his heart.
" I love you so much I'm willing to give up everything for our love yeobo. " Jonghyun whispered.
They lock eyes, seeming to be sending telepathy messages. Their own love messages.
Jonghyun felt something tugging in his chest, but this time not those piercing and extremely painful ones. Whilst, it was those heart warming and soft kind of pain. Love, it seems to be.
End.
Pairings: Jongkey
Word Count: 1008
Rating: PG
Genre: fail!Angst, fluffy.
Author : decembersummer
Summary: It didn't hurt so much when they told him he should watch out in being too close to kibum.It hurts the most when he saw the pain in Key's eyes whenever their eyes met. Those sad eyes that bring tears to his own.
A/N: A typical jongkey/sekhyung story but I needed to write.
His legs was trembling so bad, but his heart was hurting a hundred times more than that swollen red ankle. He closed the door tight and slide down the walls. Clutching onto his shirt tightly over his heart, his tears was flowing. He does want all this crap any more. He doesn't want to pretend to be Sekhyung's boyfriend, he don't want to be threaten because of what they claimed to be committing a crime in loving someone. So what if he loved a boy? And because he is a idol, he cant love someone like a normal human does?
His ankle was throbbing hard and really swollen from the intense practice earlier, but what key said was so much more hurting. He knew key always says harsh words on impulse when he is frustrated, but the pain can't help but to slab Jonghyun so hardly.
They had dance practice the whole afternoon. He wasn't catching up with the dance moves making them repeat the whole process many times. His ankle was making it hard for him, although he was really in great pain, he tried his best to endure it and follow up with the rest but apparently failed to do so. Their Tokyo concert was around he corner and Jonghyun needed to work double hard.
And the cold key who haven't been talking to him since the announcement of him dating, sent many death glares between the practice. Until the point when he fell down to his knees because of his weak ankle, Key flamed up and he said, "Please don't pull Shinee down if all you can only think of is your girlfriend that make you can't concentrate on dance practice. Go fucking suck up to your girl now, if that is what you want! "
Every word hurt so much Jonghyun couldn't stand being in the tight, breathless room together with key. He struggled to stand up promptly and walked quickly out of the room without making his limps obvious. He left leaving the air around the dance room hanging coldly. He then walked as fast as he could into a empty room, closed the door and slide down the wall hugging himself tightly.
Key was hurt.
He knew key was very hurt from the whole incident. His sudden 'girlfriend', their secret 'dates'. Little that key knows, Jonghyun was hurting twice as much, or even a hundred times more. Enduring the pain and keeping this piercing secret all to himself when he had the other members. Although only the leader knew his secret, a secret must still remain as one. And thus, the only thing Jonghyun could do for his love was to endure.
It didn't hurt so much when they told him he should watch out in being too close to kibum. It didn't even hurt as much when they arranged a 'date' with Sekhyung to let the world know Jonghyun was dating a girl whom he didn't know much. It hurts the most when he saw the pain in Key's eyes whenever their eyes met. Those sad eyes that bring tears to his own.
And his stupid ankle wasn't helping a single bit.
The mops and brooms around the janitor's room seem to be mocking at him. What were they laughing at? He didn't know either, but he just found himself giggling a little together. Was he going crazy? He didn't understand either but he knew his tears didn't stop. He flinched and moaned a little when he moved his ankle. He lifted his track pants higher to see a angry and red limp. He cursed with swearing words, but before could try to remove his shoes, the door came shooting open.
His eyes widen when a panting key appeared in front of him. He quickly gain his conscious and harshly wiped the tears stained on his checks and look away from Kibum's soft glare.
"Pabo!" Key exclaimed as he knelt down to reach for the lead singer's face to wipe those glaring tears off. Jonghyun looked a little lost and shocked at this action but can't help but feel so warm inside.
"I'm sorry to shout at you and say such hurtful words. " He apologise with so much guilt to his lover. Key moved forward and was about the hug jonghyun when he heard jonghyun's pained groan. " Is it your ankle!? " He immediately lifted up jonghyun's pants and came to his realization.
" You Pabo! You could have just said that your ankle is in pain! You can't talk, huh!?!? " Key's vision was blurred with his tears. He felt so painful. Why didn't he realise jonghyun's sunken eyes, striking black rings surrounding his eyes, his pale lips and face. Why didn't he realize jonghyun so hurting so much?!
Why didn't he believe in him when Jonghyun once told him, he love him. It was only until onew told him about the secret that the whole 'dating' issue was actually to protect himself. He was so selfish to be thinking about the sadness he was facing rather than thinking rationally why the incident was so sudden.
Jonghyun reached out to caresse key's face. "I'm sorry, don't cry neh?" He gently wipe a single tear away from key's cheeks. He can't bear to see his lover in tears.
Key grabbed jonghyun's hand and settle it onto his laps. " Don't be sorry! I should be! Onew already told me everything," jonghyun cursed in his heart.
" I love you so much I'm willing to give up everything for our love yeobo. " Jonghyun whispered.
They lock eyes, seeming to be sending telepathy messages. Their own love messages.
Jonghyun felt something tugging in his chest, but this time not those piercing and extremely painful ones. Whilst, it was those heart warming and soft kind of pain. Love, it seems to be.
End.