Stubborn
Title: Stubborn
Pairing(s): Jongkey
Word Count: 617
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Author : decembersummer
Summary: Well, when two stubborn boys are in love, they can really be two stubborn blocks of wood.
He wanted to, but the words stuck in is throat. He wanted to but his hands glues to his sides. So all he could do was to stare athis back, hands busy packing his clothes into his luggage.
"Back to earth jjong." Kibum waved his palms at his dino-eyes.
"What were you thinking of?"
Thinking of you.
"Hmm...Nothing much." Kibum gave a questioning look but dropped it, half guessing what jonghyun was actually thinking of.
Jonghyun heart clenched tightly together at kibum's expression. Fuck the fact that he would be missing this so badly, his smile, his eyes, his nagging, his diva-ness and everything else. He wanted to break down but he couldn't. He quickly push the lump off his throat before his tear duct could explode in front of his 'best friend'.
"What time is your flight?" He asked randomly to divert his own and kibum's attention.
"How many times have you asked that question? It's 6am tomorrow morning, my dear." Kibum shook his head, heart as heavy as jonghyun's but hiding it very well.
Something hit jonghyun hard on the chest. How long has it been seen he knew kibum was leaving? A month maybe? But this day arrived too soon, he didn't even had time to prepare. He laughed at himself silently. It wasn't like he was the one leaving, what did he need to prepare?!
"Oh."Jonghyun merely replied, mind to confused and hurt for any good words.
"Can you pass me my toiletries in the bathroom?" Kibum asked out of the blue.
Jonghyun just hummed in reply. He took a last glance at kibum's slender back before stepping out of the suffocating room. He took heavy steps into their shared bathroom, or actually they shared this room to be exact.
He stood in front of the mirror, a little afraid of his own reflection.
Kibum would never be brushing teeth with him in the morning like before. Kibum would never be nagging at him for not putting his tooth brush back at the same place anymore.
Kibum would never...he would never...
He didn't realise he was crying until a single tear fall on the sink. The tear blending in with the excess tap water - like how much he wanted to melt right into the ground now and pretend that none of this heart breaking scenarios are happening.
A bitter smile formed while carefully picking up the dozens of facial-wash-related bottles lying on the sink area, his diva friend and his skin-care protection. Kibum even remembered by heart which bottle he had to use first and which was the last.
As he took away the stuffs one by one, a piece of his heart tore at the same time.
This is it jonghyun, kibum is leaving for real. Why aren't you stopping him?
His dream, yes remember, this is his dream.
He have been waiting his whole life for this,jonghyun.
And for once, jonghyun hated dreams so hard.
He was driving mad.
The moment jonghyun left the room, kibum dropped the clothing in his hands, body slumped down. He relaxed his tensed body as he felt his own tears building up at the back of his eyes.
Like the story always goes. Kibum was waiting actually.
Waiting for a whole long excruciating month for that few words. He was waiting for jonghyun to stop him from leaving. He would, he would without any hesitation if jonghyun opened his damn month.
Did he hid gold in his mouth?!
Yet reality broke his heart when jonghyun said nothing but encouraged him to pursue his dreams. Yes, he wants to achieve his dream but there was something much more important standing right in front of him.
Well, when two stubborn boys are in love, they can really be two stubborn blocks of wood.
A/N: A shot drabble for you all. I'm sorry I'm still suck with the series fic! Yeahs, enjoy then drabble first alright? Thanks for reading and please comment!
Pairing(s): Jongkey
Word Count: 617
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Author : decembersummer
Summary: Well, when two stubborn boys are in love, they can really be two stubborn blocks of wood.
He wanted to, but the words stuck in is throat. He wanted to but his hands glues to his sides. So all he could do was to stare athis back, hands busy packing his clothes into his luggage.
"Back to earth jjong." Kibum waved his palms at his dino-eyes.
"What were you thinking of?"
Thinking of you.
"Hmm...Nothing much." Kibum gave a questioning look but dropped it, half guessing what jonghyun was actually thinking of.
Jonghyun heart clenched tightly together at kibum's expression. Fuck the fact that he would be missing this so badly, his smile, his eyes, his nagging, his diva-ness and everything else. He wanted to break down but he couldn't. He quickly push the lump off his throat before his tear duct could explode in front of his 'best friend'.
"What time is your flight?" He asked randomly to divert his own and kibum's attention.
"How many times have you asked that question? It's 6am tomorrow morning, my dear." Kibum shook his head, heart as heavy as jonghyun's but hiding it very well.
Something hit jonghyun hard on the chest. How long has it been seen he knew kibum was leaving? A month maybe? But this day arrived too soon, he didn't even had time to prepare. He laughed at himself silently. It wasn't like he was the one leaving, what did he need to prepare?!
"Oh."Jonghyun merely replied, mind to confused and hurt for any good words.
"Can you pass me my toiletries in the bathroom?" Kibum asked out of the blue.
Jonghyun just hummed in reply. He took a last glance at kibum's slender back before stepping out of the suffocating room. He took heavy steps into their shared bathroom, or actually they shared this room to be exact.
He stood in front of the mirror, a little afraid of his own reflection.
Kibum would never be brushing teeth with him in the morning like before. Kibum would never be nagging at him for not putting his tooth brush back at the same place anymore.
Kibum would never...he would never...
He didn't realise he was crying until a single tear fall on the sink. The tear blending in with the excess tap water - like how much he wanted to melt right into the ground now and pretend that none of this heart breaking scenarios are happening.
A bitter smile formed while carefully picking up the dozens of facial-wash-related bottles lying on the sink area, his diva friend and his skin-care protection. Kibum even remembered by heart which bottle he had to use first and which was the last.
As he took away the stuffs one by one, a piece of his heart tore at the same time.
This is it jonghyun, kibum is leaving for real. Why aren't you stopping him?
His dream, yes remember, this is his dream.
He have been waiting his whole life for this,jonghyun.
And for once, jonghyun hated dreams so hard.
He was driving mad.
The moment jonghyun left the room, kibum dropped the clothing in his hands, body slumped down. He relaxed his tensed body as he felt his own tears building up at the back of his eyes.
Like the story always goes. Kibum was waiting actually.
Waiting for a whole long excruciating month for that few words. He was waiting for jonghyun to stop him from leaving. He would, he would without any hesitation if jonghyun opened his damn month.
Did he hid gold in his mouth?!
Yet reality broke his heart when jonghyun said nothing but encouraged him to pursue his dreams. Yes, he wants to achieve his dream but there was something much more important standing right in front of him.
Well, when two stubborn boys are in love, they can really be two stubborn blocks of wood.
A/N: A shot drabble for you all. I'm sorry I'm still suck with the series fic! Yeahs, enjoy then drabble first alright? Thanks for reading and please comment!