Almighty Key [2/?]
Title: Almighty Key [2/?]
Pairings: Jongkey ; 2min
Word Count:1120
Rating: PG 15
Genre: Angst & fluffy & smutty?
Author : decembersummer
Summary: Key is tired. Key is tired of acting like he doesn't care. He is damn fucking tired of putting up those smile while he could clearly heard the sounds of his heart breaking. Key is still a human after all, isn't he? He's still Kim Kibum.
Chapter 1 l Chapter 2 l Chapter 3 l Chapter 4
A day in year 2, the group sat at the lunch table without jonghyun.
"Key..." Taemin spoke up.
"Are you in love with jonghyun?" A rock hit his heart painfully.
They actually contemplated much before asking the little obvious yet oblivious-to-jonghyun question. They noticed the number of times kibum stared at jonghyun with such intense glare and hurt hidden in those eyes when jonghyun was with a girl.
The back of kibum eyes was filled with tears. He face looked calm but his hands was shaking a little. He wanted so badly to melt right into the ground and pretend no one knew his secret, but they saw right through him.He hung his head low.
"It's okay key, you don't need to say it..."taemin hugged kibum and pushed kibum's head lightly into his shoulders. Kibum let go of his breathe not realising that he have been holding onto it like he has been holding onto his pain. He let his tears flow this time, but silenty without any sound. He broke down finally. Key broke apart for that few moments and for once he felt safe in the arms of another man.
"T-taemin...I love..him, but what can I do...?" He chocked out a little, heart aching. The others could only look at Key with empthy eyes.
---
"Fuck." He faintly heard some cursing. Or was that a moan? It was too soft to disguise which was which.
He walked nearer to jonghyun's house. Apparently he called earlier to ask kibum to go over to make him dinner - he was craving for kibum's food and kibum hesitated no further. The nearer he got the louder the sounds became.
"ughh......" He heard a moan that sounded like a girl's. He shook his head clearing away the bad thoughts, he heart thumped heavily across his chest.
"arghhh..."
He was about to knock on the door.
"fuck,jonghyun oparrr..."
He hands dropped to his sides.
His insides crumbles.
His eyes gave way to the tears.
His heart...
Where was his heart?
---
It was cold that night, it was snowing, but walking on the streets, someone's heart was much colder.
Key is tired. Key is tired of acting like he doesn't care. He is damn fucking tired of putting up those smile while he could clearly heard the sounds of his heart breaking. Key is still a human after all, isn't he? He's still Kim Kibum. He breaks down, he shed tears and he feels. He feels that million of daggers shooting straight at his heart when jonghyun announced that he was dating sekhyung.
Sekhyung wasn't any ordinary yet-another-girl. She was a girl jonghyun had been trying to court for many months, and kibum knows clearly jonghyun loved her and wanted to date her for a long time. He somehow managed to pull of a smile when jonghyun jumped up to him hugging him tightly and thanking him for helping him woo seungkhyung - which kibum regretted alot.
On the way home that night, while jonghyun was in the arms of sekhyung, kibum stepped into his cold dorm room and hugged himself tightly on his bed. The emptiness was killing him, inside out and outside in. It's not really pain he feels but this intense, deep and hollow hole his heart fell into. He wondered at times if he could ever reach back to find his heart, to find back the energy to love someone again.
And this time key falls. His mask broke apart.
Staring into the dark, he shievered a little while nostalgia washed over him. He missed his family. He miss his parents.
Tears were left hanging around the rim of his eyes. For he knew a single fact.
His parents have long died over a car accident.
---
Jonghyun and key shared many precious memories with each other. They were neighbours since birth, they played together in each other's yards. Sing, dance, ate, bathed, played and did so many things together a child would do. Their parents were really close with each other too. And they would sit down together drinking afternoon tea looking at the both of them playing catching.
At the age of 10, a tragic accident met both of kibum's parents. Kibum cried, he cried his lungs out but he knew that nothing could be changed.He grew,he woke up from this reality that life didn't just go the way he wanted. He became the matured kibum he is now even at such a young age.
Jonghyun's parents took kibum in as his guardian, they treated him so well he knew he could never repay that gratitute over his life time. So, after junior school,with that money he saved with a few part time jobs here and there, he stayed in the school dorm.
That was his life, but that wasn't the end.
---
He had not been his usual self over that week, everyone except jonghyun notice it, for jonghyun was too bothered with his girlfriend then to care about his best friend.
Taemin was especially worried about kibum.
He noticed the times kibum would go blank, his eyes staring at nothing. He noticed the way kibum will force himself to lift that muscle on his cheeks to pull off a weak smile when onew tried to crack a not-so-funny joke. But taemin know deep down kibum was tearing apart, he didn't know how much pain it was to experience your lover kissing his girlfriend right infront of you, but he knew it wasn't good. It would be so painfully, taemin couldn't imagine the pain inflincted.
Actually at times, he got curious as to why jonghyun would jump onto different boats, hooking onto different girls when he clearly showed, in his eyes, his love for kibum.(Not that taemin was some god into seeing someone else's thoughts, but even the clique realise this fact too.)
Taemin could never get it wrong. Jonghyun could be one jealous and a selfish hell of a bitch when it comes to kibum - There was an incident where a cute girl in the wrote love letters and gave presents to kibum. Kibum almost, with a stroke of determination, wanted to accept that cute girl's love. However, jonghyun stopped kibum saying that girl is a play girl and he doesn't want kibum to get hurt by her. (When he actually does the exact same thing to other girls). Taemin and the others got even more suspicious about jonghyun's real feelings.
So maybe that's why they say love is blind.
P.S Words in italics are phrase/quotes I wrote that I really like,hehe.
Previous; chapter 1 Next;chapter 3
A/N: Okay, so part2 is up. It would be a short series fic for about 5 chapters maybe. Plus, do you guys want a smut scene?! *winks* Thanks for reading and please comment! <3
Pairings: Jongkey ; 2min
Word Count:1120
Rating: PG 15
Genre: Angst & fluffy & smutty?
Author : decembersummer
Summary: Key is tired. Key is tired of acting like he doesn't care. He is damn fucking tired of putting up those smile while he could clearly heard the sounds of his heart breaking. Key is still a human after all, isn't he? He's still Kim Kibum.
Chapter 1 l Chapter 2 l Chapter 3 l Chapter 4
A day in year 2, the group sat at the lunch table without jonghyun.
"Key..." Taemin spoke up.
"Are you in love with jonghyun?" A rock hit his heart painfully.
They actually contemplated much before asking the little obvious yet oblivious-to-jonghyun question. They noticed the number of times kibum stared at jonghyun with such intense glare and hurt hidden in those eyes when jonghyun was with a girl.
The back of kibum eyes was filled with tears. He face looked calm but his hands was shaking a little. He wanted so badly to melt right into the ground and pretend no one knew his secret, but they saw right through him.He hung his head low.
"It's okay key, you don't need to say it..."taemin hugged kibum and pushed kibum's head lightly into his shoulders. Kibum let go of his breathe not realising that he have been holding onto it like he has been holding onto his pain. He let his tears flow this time, but silenty without any sound. He broke down finally. Key broke apart for that few moments and for once he felt safe in the arms of another man.
"T-taemin...I love..him, but what can I do...?" He chocked out a little, heart aching. The others could only look at Key with empthy eyes.
---
"Fuck." He faintly heard some cursing. Or was that a moan? It was too soft to disguise which was which.
He walked nearer to jonghyun's house. Apparently he called earlier to ask kibum to go over to make him dinner - he was craving for kibum's food and kibum hesitated no further. The nearer he got the louder the sounds became.
"ughh......" He heard a moan that sounded like a girl's. He shook his head clearing away the bad thoughts, he heart thumped heavily across his chest.
"arghhh..."
He was about to knock on the door.
"fuck,jonghyun oparrr..."
He hands dropped to his sides.
His insides crumbles.
His eyes gave way to the tears.
His heart...
Where was his heart?
---
It was cold that night, it was snowing, but walking on the streets, someone's heart was much colder.
Key is tired. Key is tired of acting like he doesn't care. He is damn fucking tired of putting up those smile while he could clearly heard the sounds of his heart breaking. Key is still a human after all, isn't he? He's still Kim Kibum. He breaks down, he shed tears and he feels. He feels that million of daggers shooting straight at his heart when jonghyun announced that he was dating sekhyung.
Sekhyung wasn't any ordinary yet-another-girl. She was a girl jonghyun had been trying to court for many months, and kibum knows clearly jonghyun loved her and wanted to date her for a long time. He somehow managed to pull of a smile when jonghyun jumped up to him hugging him tightly and thanking him for helping him woo seungkhyung - which kibum regretted alot.
On the way home that night, while jonghyun was in the arms of sekhyung, kibum stepped into his cold dorm room and hugged himself tightly on his bed. The emptiness was killing him, inside out and outside in. It's not really pain he feels but this intense, deep and hollow hole his heart fell into. He wondered at times if he could ever reach back to find his heart, to find back the energy to love someone again.
And this time key falls. His mask broke apart.
Staring into the dark, he shievered a little while nostalgia washed over him. He missed his family. He miss his parents.
Tears were left hanging around the rim of his eyes. For he knew a single fact.
His parents have long died over a car accident.
---
Jonghyun and key shared many precious memories with each other. They were neighbours since birth, they played together in each other's yards. Sing, dance, ate, bathed, played and did so many things together a child would do. Their parents were really close with each other too. And they would sit down together drinking afternoon tea looking at the both of them playing catching.
At the age of 10, a tragic accident met both of kibum's parents. Kibum cried, he cried his lungs out but he knew that nothing could be changed.He grew,he woke up from this reality that life didn't just go the way he wanted. He became the matured kibum he is now even at such a young age.
Jonghyun's parents took kibum in as his guardian, they treated him so well he knew he could never repay that gratitute over his life time. So, after junior school,with that money he saved with a few part time jobs here and there, he stayed in the school dorm.
That was his life, but that wasn't the end.
---
He had not been his usual self over that week, everyone except jonghyun notice it, for jonghyun was too bothered with his girlfriend then to care about his best friend.
Taemin was especially worried about kibum.
He noticed the times kibum would go blank, his eyes staring at nothing. He noticed the way kibum will force himself to lift that muscle on his cheeks to pull off a weak smile when onew tried to crack a not-so-funny joke. But taemin know deep down kibum was tearing apart, he didn't know how much pain it was to experience your lover kissing his girlfriend right infront of you, but he knew it wasn't good. It would be so painfully, taemin couldn't imagine the pain inflincted.
Actually at times, he got curious as to why jonghyun would jump onto different boats, hooking onto different girls when he clearly showed, in his eyes, his love for kibum.(Not that taemin was some god into seeing someone else's thoughts, but even the clique realise this fact too.)
Taemin could never get it wrong. Jonghyun could be one jealous and a selfish hell of a bitch when it comes to kibum - There was an incident where a cute girl in the wrote love letters and gave presents to kibum. Kibum almost, with a stroke of determination, wanted to accept that cute girl's love. However, jonghyun stopped kibum saying that girl is a play girl and he doesn't want kibum to get hurt by her. (When he actually does the exact same thing to other girls). Taemin and the others got even more suspicious about jonghyun's real feelings.
So maybe that's why they say love is blind.
P.S Words in italics are phrase/quotes I wrote that I really like,hehe.
Previous; chapter 1 Next;chapter 3
A/N: Okay, so part2 is up. It would be a short series fic for about 5 chapters maybe. Plus, do you guys want a smut scene?! *winks* Thanks for reading and please comment! <3