Title: To seek attention
Pairings: 2min
Word Count: 3030
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, smut, fluffy.
Summary: Minho had been ignoring him.Taemin knew that but he ignore that fact, he just loves him too much to give in, so he thought of an idea, an idea to win back his lover's attention.
Minho had been ignoring him.
Taemin knew that but he ignore that fact, he just loves him too much to give in. He looks at the empty bed , how many times has it been since he slept without him.
Taemin's heart ached a little.
"Hyung, I miss you," Taemin whispered to himself. He misses his hyung's touch, his warm hands , kisses that brings butterflies to his stomach and the times he bring him to the top of the world.
Eunseo. That bitch. He mentally curse her.
He saw those videos, all those intimate actions on the variety show, the way they whispered into each other's ear and the way their hands touch. Damn all those skinship. He was jealous but that wasn't the only fact that made him sad, it was because Minho was ignoring him. He made it way too obvious with that fact.
She must have took his Minho away. Taemin cursed, blaming on her for the reason in the change in his lover. What did that skinny bitch do on his Minho?!
That rang a bell in Taemin. He got an idea, the idea to win back his lover.
It was only the third day, but for him it somehow felt like eternity, every minute felt like an hour and hours passed by like days. He felt weak and tired. Many times he tried to give in to that painful hunger but his mind stopped him. He needed to do this or he will lose his lover forever. It was stupid, he knows, but it was all he could ever think of.
Since the fifth day, he had stopped eating, even when he tried it made him sick, like his body was trying to reject food. Water was keeping him alive though. He constantly felt dehydrated and was drinking in amounts he never had before. At least that was keeping him alive.
He was lucky they didn't had any schedule on that week, so the had school as an excuse when key made dinner.
Taemin felt dizzy.
He stomach felt empty but he must carry on, his Minho isn't looking at him yet.
The boys would be having dance practice today and the rest of the SHiNee members are having their breakfast. "Taemin, come and eat. I haven't seen eating much recently, come quick we have dance practice today!" his umma spoke seeing him come out of the room.
Had key realize that he haven't been eating?? Then why didn't his....?
He ignore that pang in his chest. He must continue his diet so his hyung can notice him.
"It's okay umma. I am not hungry."
"What you are not hungry! You need energy, you are a growing child! Come here!" key literally dragged him to the table. Being force, He sat at the only empty seat beside Minho. His heart beat hardly against his chest. Is his hyung going to realize that he is becoming skin.....
"I...I am don..e , I will just go back to.. my room. " The tall rapper broke his thoughts. He scramble at his last mouthful of food and rushed off to the room.
At that moment Taemin felt like he wanted to vomit on a empty stomach. His whole body tensed, his heart clenched , but he kept his face straight or at least he thought that it was. After Minho left he table and a little silence formed on the table. The others exchanged glances within each other, they could sensed that Minho was obviously avoiding Taemin.
"Taemin! Eat the pancakes I made!" Key broke the silence first. "Yup! It is really delicious!" Their leader added. Taemin forced a smile. And carefully picked up a piece with the fork. His stomach was churning with the smell of it. He felt like puking at the thought of this pancake into his stomach.
The first bite he took, he felt like his was chewing on paper. The pancake feel really tasteless and he actually wondered how he ate the rest of it. Or swallow the whole thing to be exact.
He scrambled with the meal and immediately made an excuse to go to the toilet, no one noticed anything strange about it though.
The moment he locked the toilet door, he slumped down at the toilet bowl and began vomiting out the pancakes. His stomach twirled and he felt uncomfortable. Not that he purposely forced the food out,although part of him wanted to, but his stomach rejected it. Maybe it was because he haven't had food for a long time.
He lean back at the wall behind him and wiped his lips with the back of his hand. He felt gross and disgusted at himself and his hyung is ignoring him because he was an ugly, fat piece of shit.
Tried streak down his pale cheeks. His eyes was tearing but his heart was bleeding. He couldn't be perfect, he couldn't be perfect as eunseo nonna...
He couldn't...
He couldn't be a girl.
The fact make his stomach twirl again. He lean forward to the toilet bowl and gagged .But nothing came out as he burst out into a coughing feet.
'Hyung, I don't want to do this any more...' he spoke in his mind. Everything was making him tired mentally and physically, yet Minho isn't giving him the attention be wanted.
Minho closed the door behind him and leaned on it, taking in breathes sharply. He tried to calm himself down feeling some thing hard and painful pressing against his jeans.
"Fuck!" He curse softly. It has been like this since the first time they had real sex. Whenever he see Taemin he will feel himself getting so hot and uncontrollable. Of course everyone knew Taemin was beautiful, but somehow to him he became much more beautiful, like he was literally glowing. And his cock twitch every time he saw this beautiful man.
He could no longer control his own lust and he scared him, what more if Taemin knew? He has been jerking himself off so many times, moaning taemin's name in that instance. And he needed to avoid Taemin at all cost, he tried to put all his attention in his career, putting in 100% attention in dream team and oh my school. But the lust never seem to go away, it just keeps getting harder when Taemin was in sight.
It was as if every move Taemin make, every step, every action is calling out to Minho. He was sexually frustrated. Yes, Choi Min Ho was textually frustrated.
" Taemin! How many mistakes have you made today? You don't usually do that! Okay, take a break first guys! " the dance teacher's voice echoed the practice room. Key went forward to the pale look taemin, "gwenchana? You don't look good. " Taemin just weakly nodded his head, "I'm okay, just a little tired. "
Technically he isnt lying, he is tired, his body felt tired. But not a little, he was extremely exhausted. He feel so weak he couldn't remember the moves that would normally come to his mind smoothly. He slumped down at the corner and picked up his water. His stomach slurred a little, as least water was his source of energy.
He finished the one litre of water in his bottle. And with that he was determined to do better. He must be professional and keep his personal feelings away from his job.
He stole a small, painful glance at Minho as the trainer called them back for practice.
" 1 2 3 4 22 3 4 32 3 4....42.....3......" the dance trainer's voice slowly got softer and softer around his ears. Why was there buzzing sounds? Taemin shook his head and continued with the next step. But suddenly, Taemin started to see double of everything.
He felt like something was pulling his consciousness away from him, making him feel...light. Was he fainting?!?
The world around his twirled as he realize that he was about to fall.He tried to grab hold something before hitting the ground. "Hyung..." He whispered desperately, whilst his heart and mind screaming for the rapper.
Lying on the ground, he heard someone calling him name, he could recognise that voice, he can never forget it. But the sound felt so distant, like the person was so far away. Is he slipping away?
Did someone turn of the lights?
Minho...
Part 2
"Look guys, Taemin is awake!" Key's voice echoed in the room.
Taemin stirred a little on the hospital bed and his eyes fluttered because of the blinding lights. The rest of the shinee members including Minho gathered quickly at the bed.
"What happened...?" His voice sounded hoarse and weak.
"You still dare to ask us what happen!?! lee tae min! What have you done to yourself? Are you trying to starve yourself to death? You know how shocked we were when the doctor told us you have lack of nutrient that you fainted, and nearly put yourself in danger!" The group's umma shouted. Jonghyun immediately went behind him and caressed both of his arms from the back, "calm down baby, you're scaring taeminie.." He whispered.
"You kno..w...you know how scared we were.." Key soften his voice and locked eyes with the other pair of teary ones.
"I'm...s.orry..umm..a..." Taemin's tears was threatening to fall.
"Alright, stop it key. We will just leave it to you guys to settle it." Being the leader,he gave a encouraging pad on Minho's shoulders and urge the other pair to leave the room.
Taemin eyes slowly moved to meet Minho's and he swore this was first time in this few days he saw Minho so close up. His heart broke see his lover looking so tired and shagged. Minho slowly took Taemin's hand into both of his.
Taemin heart skipped a beat at the warmth.
"I'm sorry min, please forgive...me." Minho eyes locked deeply into his lover's.
"I.t's.o..."
"No!" Minho cut his words, "Stop saying it's okay, I know you are like this because of me, although I don't know the reason why are starving yourself but please don't ever do this taemin...It's..my fault... I shouldn't have avoided you. I'm sorry." Minho felt a thousand of regrets and a million of daggers shooting at his heart, looking at Taemin so pale. If anyone would to ask why he wasn't feel erected being so close to Taemin, he would have bashed the person up on the spot.
How could he still have those lustful thoughts with Taemin lying sick on the hospital bed! Minho took a deep breathe and before Taemin got to say anything, he continued explaining himself. "It's just that recently...erm...I can't help but to feel...hard whenever I see you.." Minho avoided Taemin's intense glare and coughed.
"I just feel so lustful every time I see you...And I really don't want to scare..you....off."
And with that, Taemin chuckled. The first reason being, Minho's embarrassed, shy face and his problem. And the second being his stupid "plan" to attract this rapper's attention when he was actually, unknowingly being so much of a attention.
"Hey! Don't laugh, I'm being serious here." Minho hit Taemin softly at his arms, a smile plastered on his face.
The happy Taemin was back.
Taemin explained his side of the story to the shinee members when he got out of the hospital later that day, and of course they skipped Minho's part of the story.
The door of 2min's room was locked. Minho locked it when he and Taemin got into the room to be exact.
Taemin, not realising the situation, went to unpack his stuffs in his bag from the hospital.
Taemin was looking to delicious at this moment, his back arched and ass pointing out. Minho thought.
Since he already told Taemin the truth, Minho would quit being nice to Taemin. Being as horny as he now, he hugged Taemin from behind. "I miss you so much taeminie..." He whispered at his from behind knowing his weak spot at the ear.
"Minho hyu..ng.." Taemin half moan, half said. Minho turned Taemin around and captured his lips immediately, he always lose his patience when it comes Taemin and his lustful self. He sucked Taemin's pouty lips hard which earned a small moan from Taemin. He lip his lips with his tongue and parted Taemin's mouth with his skilful tongue. Their tongue fought a hard battle and their hands roamed around their bodies.
They finally parted for breath after what seems days. Minho wasted no time and took his shirt off, almost ripped Taemin's too.
"So anxious hyung...?" Taemin teased with a wide grin.
"Let's see who will be the anxious one later..." Minho whispered into his ear and nibbled on the later. Taemin gave out a moan. He sucked and kissed Taemin's ear and moved slowly down to his neck. Taemin arched his head back for Minho to have more access to his neck and collarbone.
Slowly, Minho carried Taemin to his bed, continuing his teasing. He made his way down licking Taemin's nipple and giving a little pressure, sucking on it. Taemin moaned a loud moan. As he played with his nipples, his hand reached down teased and stroked his clothed hard erection.
"Hy..un.g..uhnn."
Minho smirked.
He made short strokes adding more pressure each time.The tightness was killing Taemin and he couldn't take it as his angry erection was throbbing hardly and trapped in the jeans.
"Hyun..g..plea..s.e.."
Minho smirked at his anxious lover but didn't want to tease him too long as he, himself can't wait either.
He unzip Taemin's jean and pulled down the boxers together with. Taemin blushed, embarrassed that his erection sprang up in the air. Although it wasn't their first time his cheeks still flushed redly.
"Taeminnie, you don't know how long I have been waiting to do this..." He teased again and pressing on the tip, Taemin moaned. His warm hands then pump once on his length and Taemin moaned even harder. It has been long since he has been touched and hell yes, he was so sensitive the tip of his cock was leaking pre-cum.
Minho's cock twitched at the thought of Taemin's tight hole and this jeans was making it so uncomfortable for him. He then quickly undressed his bottom revealing his large member,all harden.
His lips reached for Taemin's and they fought another battle with their tongues. At the same time,Minho reached out for the drawer beside the bed and took out the lube. When their mouth parted for air, a thin thread of saliva formed, they both chuckled at the sight. Minho then open cap anxiously and squeezed some one his hand and spattered some on Taemin's ass.
Without words, Taemin nodded his head as a consent to carry on. Slowly Minho inserted a digit and Taemin thought he almost tore apart. He sucked in a little and bit his lips as Minho moved very slowly in him.
His facial expression relax as he got used to the single digit. Seeing that, Minho pushed another finger into him. Taemin moaned from the pain and a little from the pleasure. Minho slowly sicssors him with the two fingers.
After Taemin settled down with three fingers in his hole, he was starting to yearn for more. And Minho could sense it from the way Taemin moved his hips.
"Taemin, you ready? " He positioned his hard member. Taemin nodded waiting for the pain to hit him. In one go, Minho pushes his whole member in and the moaned so loud it was almost a scream. Taemin from the pain and Minho from the pressure.
Taemin felt he was slit apart but he knew the pain would be over soon.On the other hand, Minho bit his lips hard feeling so much pleasure in the tight hole and he was preventing himself from ramming hard into Taemin.
After some time,when he felt the pain lessen he said."Move please...hyun..g..FUCK.." And Minho thrusted into his hole roughly this time. Taemin threw his head back in satisfaction.
By now, Taemin was breathing hard and half siting, legs wide opened, leaning on the headboard of bed.
"Minho...fast.e...er..arghh..."
"ug..hh.hh" Minho moaned a manly moan and rammed deeply into Taemin hitting the sweet spot over and over again. Taemin's eyes were half closed and mouth wide open. He felt over the moon with Minho hitting his prostate, aimming so perfectly and he moaned over and over again.
Minho moan feeling Taemin's hole squezzing him tightly.Knowing Taemin was reaching his peak, Minho immediately stroked the neglected member. Pumping in hard and fast in pace with his thrusting.
"I..am..close...argh.."And with that Minho pumped his cock even faster and harder, he moaned feeling himself coming close too.
"UGHHHN..." Taemin let out a loud cry, and spilled his seeds on Minho's stomach and all over the bedsheets. And the later moaned a loud moan as Taemin squezzed him so ever tightly in his hole due to that contractions and with that he came warmly into Taemin too.
They slumped down onto bed hugging each other , sweating wet and sticky.
"Feeling alright?" Minho asked while fingers tucked a stran of hair sticking on Taemin's face to behind his ear. Of course he didn't forget that Taemin just returned home from a hospital.
Taemin gave a smile and nodded, too tired to speak.
Minho kissed Taemin hair and whispered, "Taemin, i love you."
"I love you too Minho." And, Taemin snuggled closely into Minho's chest.
End.
A/N : This was written some time back. Thank you for reading and please comment! <3