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what the fuck am i doing here. i have done maybe one day of work since i've been here two months, if that. i feel so held back here like i could be doing so many things in the states. but i know that even if i went back, which i'm not, i probably wouldn't be as proactive as i think i would be. maybe after ten more months of this i'll be just bursting with drive that i'll do a lot when i get back.
depression was bad these past few days.. so keep me in your prayers those of you who actually read this. i didn't take medicine on purpose because i don't like depending on it but today, after 4 days of horrible-ness, i caved in and took one and i was totally fine. i know medicine has its place but i just want to think that i can overcome this without it.
depression was bad these past few days.. so keep me in your prayers those of you who actually read this. i didn't take medicine on purpose because i don't like depending on it but today, after 4 days of horrible-ness, i caved in and took one and i was totally fine. i know medicine has its place but i just want to think that i can overcome this without it.