Oct 16, 2005 17:02
You know, I am a very open and accepting person. I really am, and that's the one thing I love about myself.
I've been watching "trans generation". They follow four students who transsexual. Two males to female, and two female to male.
My children, I know, will be lucky to have parents like Trevor and I. Just for open we are. But, this is the only thing I will be kinda ify about. Only becuase I raised this child female or male, then they change and I have a different child. But, I will be right there behind them supporting them, and it's not like I will talk them into changing their minds or whatever. It will just be time to getting used to. And all. ^^
I am very into gay/lesbain, transsexual, and everything else like that. Very into it. I wanna know all about it, stories, movies, books. I just really like it all. Now sure why though. I don't see them as freaks and wanna watch them dance infront of me, or something, haha. I guess it's just something I'm not, so I wanna see what it's like. Or just because I am so open about it, that, I wanna see what goes behind everything.
Bweeee, anyways. Time is ticking away, and soon I hafta go to bed, and start my brand new schedule of work. Leave for the route around 1am, get back around 5am, have my mocha, leave around 7:30 am and won't be home till around 5pm, hopefully the latest. Then go to bed, get up at 12am and start it all over again. 5 days outa the week, that's the way it will be. The weekend I have off from Merry Maids. All though I'll still have the route and all, I will like it much more because knowing after I am done with the route that morning, I'll be done for the day.
But, *sigh* I won't see Trevor much. I will still everyday 'cause of the routes, and plus weekends. But all weekdays just the route. Not like it is now. But, I am glad I got this job, our furture seems a lot smoother. Our road is finally being paved. It's a gravel road, but he can start traveling.
Just need Trevor to get a day job. He applied at Sam Goody in the mall. I know he'll enjoy that a lot. Working with CD's and all. Dream job for him, haha. It'll be part time. But, it's still extra monies.
We just need benefits. Might just have to go through the state, or however you get insurance besides your job. Just need Trevor to quickly turn 21 so he can get the job at C-Tran damnit. >_<
It will come though.
Uugggghhhhhh I just finished a coffee, and, it'll be dumb to go to bed now. Haha, sooo dumb. I shouldn't have gotten the coffee, but, I knew if I woulda gotten up at 12 and still no coffee, I would be just tired outa my mind, and the route would suck! Ohh well, I did sleep some today, so I'll take a couple hour nap soon.
Wish me luck on a good day tomorrow!
=D