Feb 08, 2007 21:07
I have never felt so scared in my life.
I have never wanted so badly to trade places with another human being as I do now.
When I walked in the kitchen to find my 8 year old brother convulsing on the floor. I had no idea what to do I just screamed help the loudest I am sure I have ever screamed. He finally stopped and was bleeding severely from his nose and mouth. No more than 15 seconds later he stopped breathing. My parents came running in screaming what happened. I have never had to use cpr on such a small child it was heartbreaking knowing it's my own little brother. I finally got him breathing my parents rushed him to the hospital. Now I am here stuck at home wondering whats going on with him. My parents cellphones don't get any service in the hospital.He is going through cat scans and blood work and spinal taps. He needs me there, when he's scared he yells for his sissy not his mommy. When he came back after his seizure he clung to my arms. It hurts so bad being away from him at a time like this. They want me to stay here in case anything happens and they need me. I need to be there with my kyler. I love that kid to death, he means the world to me. I just hope and pray my little tiger is gonna be ok.