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Shit, this kid is driving me insane. And I like him, alot. And he has a girlfriend and I never see him and it sucks. I need to meet some new, decent, guys.
"Zoe I need help"
"What?"
"I'm gonna run away. I got in so much trouble with my mom"
"Don't"
"Why?"
"You'll be in even more trouble. Grounded for life."
"No, I mean go away and never come back."
"You can't do that. Police will find you and if you go stay at a friends, you're mom will find you."
"*Blahblahblahblah* What would you do?"
"Take advanatage of the time being grounded by doing things I've been planing to and not get in any more trouble."
"You've never been in serious shi. Whatever I'll think about it." *bullshit*
And that's when I let him have it.
"What's the point in asking me for help then?"
"I still think about it."
"Thinking isn't good with out action."
"It's still good to know what a friend would do. Maybe one day it'll sound like a plan to me."
"Fine, but if you get fucked over after I give you advice, it's tough love."
"Are you mad at me?"
Man, what the hell am I supposed to say. Yes, and then he tells me I made him feel like shit. No, then I'm lying.
"I'm frustrated. I know I'll never help you get clean and I feel like you never will."
"I have it under control."
"I feel betrayed, all my friends got into that shit after they said it was dumb. Now all I can think about is how everyone's trying to escape the rules after talking to James. And I don't even know why this is pissing me off, which makes me even more frustrated."
"I dont know. Drop the topic, it's not a good one for right now."
You know what, fine. Be a bitch and never listen to any thing that really concerns me. "Sorry your arm hurts." Doesn't make me feel any mentally better, especially since he's the reason that I'm so frustrated. He doesn't like going to the shrink, yet he uses me like one. It's not even a friendship if one person is support and the other is damage.
"Zoe I need help"
"What?"
"I'm gonna run away. I got in so much trouble with my mom"
"Don't"
"Why?"
"You'll be in even more trouble. Grounded for life."
"No, I mean go away and never come back."
"You can't do that. Police will find you and if you go stay at a friends, you're mom will find you."
"*Blahblahblahblah* What would you do?"
"Take advanatage of the time being grounded by doing things I've been planing to and not get in any more trouble."
"You've never been in serious shi. Whatever I'll think about it." *bullshit*
And that's when I let him have it.
"What's the point in asking me for help then?"
"I still think about it."
"Thinking isn't good with out action."
"It's still good to know what a friend would do. Maybe one day it'll sound like a plan to me."
"Fine, but if you get fucked over after I give you advice, it's tough love."
"Are you mad at me?"
Man, what the hell am I supposed to say. Yes, and then he tells me I made him feel like shit. No, then I'm lying.
"I'm frustrated. I know I'll never help you get clean and I feel like you never will."
"I have it under control."
"I feel betrayed, all my friends got into that shit after they said it was dumb. Now all I can think about is how everyone's trying to escape the rules after talking to James. And I don't even know why this is pissing me off, which makes me even more frustrated."
"I dont know. Drop the topic, it's not a good one for right now."
You know what, fine. Be a bitch and never listen to any thing that really concerns me. "Sorry your arm hurts." Doesn't make me feel any mentally better, especially since he's the reason that I'm so frustrated. He doesn't like going to the shrink, yet he uses me like one. It's not even a friendship if one person is support and the other is damage.