Sep 07, 2006 19:36
bah fuckin makin dicisions sucks.
its close to that time where im applying to colleges and crap and figuring out wether i should even bother with college. the fact that i dont really have money for college makes this all even funner :)
i have no idea what the hell i wanna do. i like chemistry, but its sooo much fuckin work and its so fuckin hard, and idn if thats what i really wanna do. my mom suggested mechanical engineering, but again thats a bitch, pehaps worse than chem heh. law school would be cool, except its 8 fuckin years. i could go to some random school and do IT- real easy. except IT is fuckin boring, and in the next few years fuckin everyone is oding IT, so the there will be too many IT prffesionals, so that jobs wont be that well paying. i oculd just say fuck it all and just become an electrician or a plumber. this is aactually a really good time to become one due to the fact that most of these blue collar workers etered the workforce duaring the 50/60/70s and rite about now they are all retiring, so there will be a huge, and elready starting huge demand for them s the money will be good. the cons of this is that im gonan miss an intersting social experiance. i rember hearing somone say that the best freidns ull have for life arent made in highschool, but in college. thats kinda depressing actually. idn i wanna go to college. but i have no idea what the hell i wanna do in life. i wanna do soemthing intersting that wont make me wanna kill myself. but what, idn. i oculs say fuck it enlist and prob have a VERY intersting and esxciting and different time heh. but after talking to different ppl who are enlisted this army lifestyle really isnt for me..
soo my choices:
#1 go to college and get a generic business degree come out iwht no idea what the hell to do, but hey at elast i had a great time in college. broke wiht no idea wheree to get a job.
#2 go to college bite the bullet and take something hard (enineering) have a horriblly hard but still fun 4 years come out into an exciting and intersting job. and be broke, but know where moeny will be coming from.
#3 say fuck it and become an lectrician/plumber/mechanic watever. get mad money, not spend moeny on college. miss out on good times in college. but have money. but miss out on great times in college.
#4 really say fuck it and enlist in the armed forces, totally change my life, get college eduactianin watever i want for free come out wiht the experiance and traning of the army. basically be allset with life. but be miserbale while serving. possible chance of death. or just losing a limb or 2.
blahhhh idn dicions, especially when ur extremelly limited on choices suck. why couldnt i be one of those kids that take ap classes and have no probs with them haha
mann i hsould just become a hippie/bum smoke weed all day and..watever. wind up with aids :) or something.