consumed by a sugar hangover
i need to stop wanting things that will never
happen.
i hate to think that i could still have feelings for someone who doesn’t even know me. someone whose mind i never cross. someone who will never think of me as more than a lesser version of myself. i’m not asking to be appreciated by him or anything like that, because i don’t think i deserve THAT.
i don’t want to be the only one with these feelings. i’m tired of one-sided love affairs, where i see the love, and he only sees the affair.
it’s not fair.
i hate to think that i could still have feelings for someone who doesn’t even know me. someone whose mind i never cross. someone who will never think of me as more than a lesser version of myself. i’m not asking to be appreciated by him or anything like that, because i don’t think i deserve THAT.
i don’t want to be the only one with these feelings. i’m tired of one-sided love affairs, where i see the love, and he only sees the affair.
it’s not fair.