people
people underestimate how much i care about them quite often....today i just found out something that broke my heart, one of my dear friends did something he promised me he wouldnt do, at least for a long time, but shit happends. he is totally going in the wrong direction, and i try to help, but you cant help sum1 who doest want your help...so i am forced to sit back and watch it happen, which is very hard for me to do if you havent noticed.
i wish ppl didnt have to constantly be so confused in life, i myslef am often confused, but i think we mis interpret the word, are things really confising, or are you just blind?? who knows, but we are all guilty of it. usually i have a lot to complain about, and i could if i wanted to, becuz there are some pretty shitty things going on in my life, not just shitty but disheartening, but i have actually been so wrapped up in HW that i dont even have time ot complain anymore....weird but yea...
i am going to the river tomorrow and i am bringing along with me my dear friend tanya who i miss terribly but love so much, our relationship is so weird, becuz its so perfect, i wish all my friendships were like ours, strong and everlasting, and i truley mean that. i have said that about many ppl, and they have all departed from my life, but tanya is still here, i love you babe.
MY BAIRTHDAY IS IN 20 DAYS!!! yes yes i will only be 16, sweet 16, i am a youngin', but i dont care, i am just a step ahead of the rest of you , at least thats the way i look at it lol. and i am so freaking exicted, and maybe i will finally get my permitt woo woo lol so sad i know. but yea, (i say that alot)
no more depressing poems or live journal enteries for me, (yea right) unless its really bad and i have no one around ot vent to lol. well i have HW whats new, ta ta for now my loves....until my next update(tomorrow most likely) L A T E R ! ! !
i wish ppl didnt have to constantly be so confused in life, i myslef am often confused, but i think we mis interpret the word, are things really confising, or are you just blind?? who knows, but we are all guilty of it. usually i have a lot to complain about, and i could if i wanted to, becuz there are some pretty shitty things going on in my life, not just shitty but disheartening, but i have actually been so wrapped up in HW that i dont even have time ot complain anymore....weird but yea...
i am going to the river tomorrow and i am bringing along with me my dear friend tanya who i miss terribly but love so much, our relationship is so weird, becuz its so perfect, i wish all my friendships were like ours, strong and everlasting, and i truley mean that. i have said that about many ppl, and they have all departed from my life, but tanya is still here, i love you babe.
MY BAIRTHDAY IS IN 20 DAYS!!! yes yes i will only be 16, sweet 16, i am a youngin', but i dont care, i am just a step ahead of the rest of you , at least thats the way i look at it lol. and i am so freaking exicted, and maybe i will finally get my permitt woo woo lol so sad i know. but yea, (i say that alot)
no more depressing poems or live journal enteries for me, (yea right) unless its really bad and i have no one around ot vent to lol. well i have HW whats new, ta ta for now my loves....until my next update(tomorrow most likely) L A T E R ! ! !