the nerves....
ahhhh! well ausitions were last nite and out of about 75 girls they have narrowed it down to 19 on the call backs list, and whew! im on there, i am so happy, but yet sooooo nervous, only 6 of those girls will get a part, sarah and jessica for sure but there are still 4 more parts and i am freaking out, i mean i know i am not a senior so i prolly wont make it but i can hope. and in fact, a freshman is prolly going to make it, shes good, and she knows it, she was going on an on to everyone about all the plays shes been in and how last nite was her cast party for anne " i had 7 parts and 12 costume changes" well good for you hun, but we dont care. man i sound really mean right now, and i am prolly being mean but she was just making us all so mad with how conceided she was, but we are prolly just jealous, especially because she is going to end up getting the part i wanted, but i will take ANY PART. i am really into being florence now because no one wants to be her, so i mean i might as well go for it, gives me somewhat of a better chance, everyone wants to be fairy so yea..... well thats all for now, haha i think my parents actually might let me get my permitt soon, pretty sad that i am a junior and i dont even have my permitt yet, but thats what you get when you have strict parents?!?! uhm ya well i have a ton of hw to do, i cant handle it all...see you guys later chow....i think?