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Jul 29, 2006 22:23

So yea. I've actually been kind of depressed lately...Although I have no reason to be. I've spent the last few days with my boyfriend. Friday I didnt get to see him. Then Today, Saturday, was his grad party and of course...his parents hate me so I didnt really go. I showed up prolly around 9:15...but Didnt even go back because I felt so outa place. I hate it. Why can't him and I just be together. Why do people always have to try to get in the way? All I want is to be with him...and even thats hard to do at times. Everytime we go out...he gets bitched at. We cant go to his house because I'm not welcome there. Ugh. I hate my life. I wish i would just disapear.

today..i got in a fight with my mom around 2. So i walked out and went to Rochester. Came home around 4ish. Watched some TV. Then left again prolly 7ish. Drove around for a half hour then sat in a parking lot for another 2 hours till i finally got ahold of victor and stopped by his house for a few minutes. I hate not being able to see him when i want.

.::I Feel Like Crying::.
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