Oh me...
I need more alone time. Thats sad to say when you spend 50% of your time alone already. Things are slipping by me and when I do get a minute, I end up relaxing and talking to Marshall. I need to spend a day getting the room organized and setting up a specific area where I can paint and get things accomplished. Im always so busy, but it's never anything where afterwards I can feel proud and accomplished with what I spent that busy time doing.
I'm getting more hours so I'll have more money for Europe. I'm leaving on the 27th of next month, and I'm freaking stoked. It'll be nice to spend a full month with Natalie, Katie, and Kara. There are certain friends I have that I don't feel the need to alienate myself from, because they actually tend to make me feel more in-tune with myself.
That's also why I need so much alone time. I've been "hanging out" too much recently when I really just need to buckle down and make sure everything with me is in tact. It's strange. It's like everytime I just have idle hang-out and chit-chat time. I feel a little bit further away from what Im trying to do. It doesn't make any sense, I know. Plus, this area is just so cram packed full of failure, it's ridiculous.
It's kinda like getting a car realligned, I guess.
I just need to alienate myself from the world and get my brain tuned.
I'm getting more hours so I'll have more money for Europe. I'm leaving on the 27th of next month, and I'm freaking stoked. It'll be nice to spend a full month with Natalie, Katie, and Kara. There are certain friends I have that I don't feel the need to alienate myself from, because they actually tend to make me feel more in-tune with myself.
That's also why I need so much alone time. I've been "hanging out" too much recently when I really just need to buckle down and make sure everything with me is in tact. It's strange. It's like everytime I just have idle hang-out and chit-chat time. I feel a little bit further away from what Im trying to do. It doesn't make any sense, I know. Plus, this area is just so cram packed full of failure, it's ridiculous.
It's kinda like getting a car realligned, I guess.
I just need to alienate myself from the world and get my brain tuned.