thank you.......for fucking it up
you know...its sad....how ppl act like everythings ok then they stab you in the damn back and USE you for comfort because they know they'll never leave you......WTF......I am just here to tell everyone on my list that...I AM NOT A TOY....AND I WILL NOT BE PLAYED FOR A FOOL......yea i found something.....something that tore me to pieces....but im not gonna say what happened...im just not gonna talk to those people again and forget it happen....as much as it hurts...Right now I feel used....to fall back on...and i feel disturbed and even more paranoid about who I THINK is telling me the honest truth.......word of advise to all who read this...and SAY they love me or THINK about me or Say they will never hurt me........you already have I just haven't found out yet....and when I do......I'll never speak to you again....Oh yeah...and if your gonna say something to someone......make sure they don't want to plan against you to make you hurt and come back and tell PEOPLE what you said and wrote...because the person will see.AND DONT LEAVE IT OUT IN THE OPEN...im just nice enough not to shove it in anyones face.....thank you...have a nice day...dont talk to me anymore....