just to update
Okay well I called Emilia and she just basically told me that Chelsea was her best friend and I was nothing to her but an old memory. Why am I letting this bother me. I sat there and I cried for 2 hours to sleep. Then I woke up and ignored my diet. Gah I need to quit cheating. Anywho I am waiting for Josh to get on. He is goingt to call me and sing me a song. I am going to be so happy once that has happened. I wish that it was before I dated David, and I knew what would happen if I dated him. I would have never betrayed my best friend and we would still be best friends today. But, I messed up and she forgave me and I think she is mad about something else. I want to know what but no one wants to tell me what. So here I am all sad and tired. I just got out of the shower. Chelsea wants to dress up for curch tomorrow and I will just do it for her. I really don't want to but I will becuase I love this dress I have. I love hers too it's all white and black pinstriped. I am going to go becase she is getting kinda mad that I am in the way of her computer. I am staying the night at her dad's house for the 2nd night. Well Write later.