Nov 05, 2004 18:04
MATT! It's just a big conspiracy!
Probably the best book right now that I am STILL reading is The Da Vinci Code. Yes, and Matt-Matt will agree.
My house is such a damn mess that I can't stand it. It has become such a nuisance and I have been just too damn lazy to clean it. I cleaned my room.
Lately I have just felt fake. Like all those who I think are friends aren't, and all those I stopped being friends with, because I thought they weren't really were my true friends were. There's one thing I can do nothing about, and that is changing all the shit I have fucked up in the past. You can't change the past. You can right it, but it will still exist.
No I don't hate Emilia!
No I don't hate other people now because I don't hate Emilia!
Also NO! I have not changed because I forgave and forgot!
So all those who call Emilia a ho, guess what I don't care because we forgave and forgot and no one can do anything about it. You can pester and prod me to change my opinion on her but it won't change. So I can ask you to accept this. Why can't you just be happy? If your my true friend, you will accept and if your not then I will lose your friendship. Not my loss, yours. I have no problem being revealed the truth. I rather live in truth than in lies.
i.e. Well, you know
ALSO ALL YOU BITCHES WHO LOVE TAKING BACK SUNDAY!!! CONCERT TOMORROW AND I AM SOOOOOO GOING!!!!!