<3 steven
today is me and stevens 5 month anni. wow, already. and not a moment or trouble. 5 months or perfection. i couldnt ask for anything more in a boyfriend. i have thought like this before...but now its nothing like before. everything is magnefied. i have never been so happy in my life, i have never had to deal with no problems before. he makes me so happy. everything is so great to the point where i still sometimes think its too good to be true. but i pinch myself and dont wake up, so it must be real.
"I LOVE MY BABY TO DEATH AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER. I LOVE YOU BABY AND ONLY YOU."
and i love you to death too steven. keep making me smile and i promise to keep you smiling.
so today me n steve took cisco to ali to get his fangs done. ali scolded meeh. i lost cool points tooooo... ;_; nooooo. we was there for a lil while. then me n steve decided we wanted desert.
we went down to applebees i had a brownie sundae n he has cheesecake. we shared a virgin mudslide. yuummm. it was nice. we talked n stuff. held hands at the table n fed eachother a taste of our food. we wanna go out for a nice dinner for our 6th month. so we're gonna save up for a nice din din. n.n
after that we took the W to canal n walked over to the sea port. we was there for the lunar eclipse. we took a whole bench n snuggled together. i loved it. it was cold, but nice n romantic. n.n never did anything like that before with a boyfriend. it was so nice. we jus cuddled to stay warm n talked. was was there from about 7 to 8:20. then we went inside to eat. i has a fried onion cheddar cheese burger. tastey. then we took the train home.
it was cool on the train. we spoke about old days. n confesed the times when we was jus friends how we wanted to jus lay a kiss. if only i did kiss him. if only i did go out with him and not angelo. if only i had asked him out. so many opportunities never taken. but its ok. as long as im here now, it dont matter.as long as i have him, im ok.
"We cant change the past, but we can accept the present and embrace the future"
my motto. cuz its true. n its whut im doing. and as long as it keeps me n steven happy, im sticking to it.
Happy 5 Months Steven. Youre the love of my life. and i know we can make it. no matter what. Always and forever..will we be together.
"I LOVE MY BABY TO DEATH AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER. I LOVE YOU BABY AND ONLY YOU."
and i love you to death too steven. keep making me smile and i promise to keep you smiling.
so today me n steve took cisco to ali to get his fangs done. ali scolded meeh. i lost cool points tooooo... ;_; nooooo. we was there for a lil while. then me n steve decided we wanted desert.
we went down to applebees i had a brownie sundae n he has cheesecake. we shared a virgin mudslide. yuummm. it was nice. we talked n stuff. held hands at the table n fed eachother a taste of our food. we wanna go out for a nice dinner for our 6th month. so we're gonna save up for a nice din din. n.n
after that we took the W to canal n walked over to the sea port. we was there for the lunar eclipse. we took a whole bench n snuggled together. i loved it. it was cold, but nice n romantic. n.n never did anything like that before with a boyfriend. it was so nice. we jus cuddled to stay warm n talked. was was there from about 7 to 8:20. then we went inside to eat. i has a fried onion cheddar cheese burger. tastey. then we took the train home.
it was cool on the train. we spoke about old days. n confesed the times when we was jus friends how we wanted to jus lay a kiss. if only i did kiss him. if only i did go out with him and not angelo. if only i had asked him out. so many opportunities never taken. but its ok. as long as im here now, it dont matter.as long as i have him, im ok.
"We cant change the past, but we can accept the present and embrace the future"
my motto. cuz its true. n its whut im doing. and as long as it keeps me n steven happy, im sticking to it.
Happy 5 Months Steven. Youre the love of my life. and i know we can make it. no matter what. Always and forever..will we be together.