happy whatever

Dec 16, 2005 21:39

i need the pieces to start fitting together. i need something. I'm not depressed I'm just not much of anything. i don't even know what i want to do with myself but all the options that i am considering are so far fetched that the fact that i can't pick one to concentrate on makes them all all the more unlikely. i need an editor. i need a motivator. i need a partner.

also, i'd like to go on the record and say that it's not that I don't like people. I enjoy people immensely from a sociological viewpoint. It's just when i actually get thrown in the mix with them that I tend to not like them. there are cool people out there. there are good people out there. there is data to suggest this. i just can't seem to meet any of them.
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