DeathLines - Spring semester 2012
15 page cognitive film theory paper - Due Thursday April 26th
Completed 7 min short film for Directing class - Due April 26th?
6-10 page written midterm - Due Tuesday May 1st
Gammon production book - Due ??? Monday April 30th
Script Analysis for Directing class - Due Tuesday May 1st???
8 hour Comprehensive Exam - Friday May 4th. (10 questions)
Can it be done?
Om gam ganapataye namaha!
वक्रतुंड महाकाय कोटिसूर्यसमप्रभ
वक्रतुंड महाकाय कोटिसूर्यसमप्रभ ।
निर्विघ्नं कुरु मे देव सर्वकार्येषु सर्वदा ॥
गजाननं भूतगणादिसेवितं कपित्थजंबूफलचारुभक्षणम् ।
उमासुतं शोकविनाशकारकं नमामि विघ्नेश्वरपादपङ्कजम् ॥
सुमुखश्चैकदंतश्च कपिलो गजकर्णकः ।
लम्बोदरश्च विकटो विघ्ननाशो गणाधिपः ।
धूम्रकेतुर्गणाध्यक्षो भालचन्द्रो गजाननः ।
द्वादशैतानि नामानि यः पठेच्छृणुयादपि ।
विद्यारंभे विवाहे च प्रवेशे निर्गमे तथा ।
संग्रामे संकटे चैव विघ्नस्तस्य न जायते ॥
शुक्लाम्बरधरं देवं शशिवर्णं चतुर्भुजम् ।
प्रसन्नवदनं ध्यायेत् सर्वविघ्नोपशान्तये ॥
मूषिकवाहन् मोदकहस्त चामरकर्ण विलम्बित सूत्र ।
वामनरूप महेश्वरपुत्र विघ्नविनायक पाद नमस्ते ॥
It's Saturday - 3:05 and the only thing I've accomplished on the list is being halfway done with editing the short film -
its running over 7 minutes .. it IS a 15 page adapted screenplay after all. I'm becoming frustrated and angry with my progress - and I procrastinate. It's a vicious cycle.
I'm rather tired of being alone - saying this gets redundant . Doing this massive amount of work - time to do some gratitude work - I'm really trying here. Spinstr.com seems to be my path. I vary between not wanting to do this anymore and diving in with full-on distracted energy. I've come too far to fail - but I really resent them for thinking we can do a good job on any of this *see above. It feels like the point is to drive us to depression and revulsion - well played graduate school, well played. Oh well, choosing my battles. The worst part of this is - when I'm done - I will have no income. I've got to find a summer job. I seriously want to leave this country after graduate school.
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