My Angel...
I hate that the shit that happend did, but in a way I'm glad it happend when it did. It would have hurt a hell of a lot more 6 months down the line. Our relationship would have been over, and 4 people (including Sarah) would be very dead and I'd be typing this to you from the gas chamber.
But I'm glad cuz we are closer, which in turn would hurt more if it happens again, but I've tasted her tears...and I think it's not gonna happen again. Things are so much different between us now. I feel like she loves me at the level Arielle did. And if thats true, or it's stronger then that, I got nothing to worry about ever again. Just the way she looks at me now, her eyes light up. The way she clings to me and just won't let go of my hand. She's trying to be a part of every passion I have..hell she's played video games more then me in the past week or so and acually know's who's been traded on SD and Raw. I love it. And boy is the sex better....just wow...yesterday was just...WOOOOO!
But it's great to be totaly in love again, I haven't feel this hard sence Arielle.
I'll be glad when the 10th comes cuz I'm goin to California. I'm probaly gonna stay for 1 or 2 days cuz where we are goin I don't have any friends...all my Cali friends are in places I've never seen. But it's for my grandma's b-day so I wanna stay fer that. My mom, bro & sis are goin for a week. I'm comin back eariler to have days alone with Sarah in the house so she can stay the night. Plus I know I'mma hate that heat! It's like 100 there everyday!
But once vacation is over, I'm gettin a job and I'm goin to CCD ,probaly, to raise my GPA so I can get into ,probaly, DU cuz they've got the programs I want for gaming. And while workin and goin to a lil Community College somewhere, I'm gettin my car and an apartment. I'd love to live with Sarah. But if I couldn't, I'd like to live with Larry, Tristan, Mike, Austin or Marcellus. If Holland wasn't goin out of state, probaly him too. So one of ya'll is gonna be my roomate. lol.
But I'm glad cuz we are closer, which in turn would hurt more if it happens again, but I've tasted her tears...and I think it's not gonna happen again. Things are so much different between us now. I feel like she loves me at the level Arielle did. And if thats true, or it's stronger then that, I got nothing to worry about ever again. Just the way she looks at me now, her eyes light up. The way she clings to me and just won't let go of my hand. She's trying to be a part of every passion I have..hell she's played video games more then me in the past week or so and acually know's who's been traded on SD and Raw. I love it. And boy is the sex better....just wow...yesterday was just...WOOOOO!
But it's great to be totaly in love again, I haven't feel this hard sence Arielle.
I'll be glad when the 10th comes cuz I'm goin to California. I'm probaly gonna stay for 1 or 2 days cuz where we are goin I don't have any friends...all my Cali friends are in places I've never seen. But it's for my grandma's b-day so I wanna stay fer that. My mom, bro & sis are goin for a week. I'm comin back eariler to have days alone with Sarah in the house so she can stay the night. Plus I know I'mma hate that heat! It's like 100 there everyday!
But once vacation is over, I'm gettin a job and I'm goin to CCD ,probaly, to raise my GPA so I can get into ,probaly, DU cuz they've got the programs I want for gaming. And while workin and goin to a lil Community College somewhere, I'm gettin my car and an apartment. I'd love to live with Sarah. But if I couldn't, I'd like to live with Larry, Tristan, Mike, Austin or Marcellus. If Holland wasn't goin out of state, probaly him too. So one of ya'll is gonna be my roomate. lol.