my heart's about to die
Click to viewWHY DID THIS JUST TOTALLY FUCKING KILL EVERY INCH OF ME TO LISTEN TO? probably because this house is going to be over soon and this is how i am going to feel and i can't really handle the thought of it. no matter what happens after this, the pocketknife is going to be over and we're not going to be living in this run-down shithole that is also the most perfect little house in the world and i'm not going to have a bedroom where i can look out on the busiest alley ever and wake up to the recycling truck every other thursday morning and i won't have things to worry about that i like to worry about like paying the most minimal rent ever and maybe not having running water or a working toilet. this is the only song i want to listen to until we have to move out, which may be 60+ days. fuck sentiment, right??