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I feel like biting off my tongue just so I don’t have to taste him anymore. No, he isnt even the problem. The problem is food. Nope, lets get to the root of it. The problem is the pill. The goddamned fucking piece of shit pill. Yes, its making my skin a bit more bearable, but when we acknowledge the other aspects, it is the devil!!! Motherfuck. I have been bleeding for the past fucking month, and if he isn’t tired of it, I am!! And this supposedly wonderous pill makes me want to eat like a fat cow. And my usual willpower that rivals most is working for shit. And I am gaining weight. This is bullshit. My body makes me vomit and I cant handle this any longer. I am missing class today because I am pretty much on bed rest. Motherfuck. CUNT! What a motherfucking wonderful way to start off the new month of february. I hate my life. Again. Food makes me want to slice open my face. Yep. I am so gonna pay for this. My new diet will entail only this: GREEN TEA, SOY LATTEES, WATER, APPLES, CARROTS, AND FLAXSEED. And I am back to 1000 situps a day mothercuntsuckers.