"There's a dark secret in me"
I'm an idiot. How do you like those particular shiny, golden apples?
I'm a fucking idiot. The biggest dumbass to walk this earth. Yeah. I know that I've been swearing a lot. Online and IRL. I am aware that some think that such vulgarity denotes a commonness and... lack of intelligence. Right now I find myself not caring. Just... fuck that sideways. Hard.
Today's been sort of shitty. I have a headache. No--I forgot. I have a whole body ache from my rapid descent into HELL (i.e. the chapel). I'd like to talk to someone who loves me. But... I don't even want to get into that right now. I can't or I'll say things I shouldn't.
I want people to stop talking to me.
This weekend I shall closet myself in the room to clean and do homework. See. I do know how to be productive and proactive. Ha.
What I'd really like is to get blind drunk and then sleep all weekend without having anything to worry about. Obviously, that is not going to happen. More's the pity.
I'm a fucking idiot. The biggest dumbass to walk this earth. Yeah. I know that I've been swearing a lot. Online and IRL. I am aware that some think that such vulgarity denotes a commonness and... lack of intelligence. Right now I find myself not caring. Just... fuck that sideways. Hard.
Today's been sort of shitty. I have a headache. No--I forgot. I have a whole body ache from my rapid descent into HELL (i.e. the chapel). I'd like to talk to someone who loves me. But... I don't even want to get into that right now. I can't or I'll say things I shouldn't.
I want people to stop talking to me.
This weekend I shall closet myself in the room to clean and do homework. See. I do know how to be productive and proactive. Ha.
What I'd really like is to get blind drunk and then sleep all weekend without having anything to worry about. Obviously, that is not going to happen. More's the pity.