Count your Blessings
I dont want to sound like the tired old saying i used for my title but it fit. Its christmass eve and everyone who is reading this is probly home and happy with their families. But theres one friend of mine who is put out of her home. A friend of mine from work tonight can in disstraught because her parents kicked her out of the house tonight! I cant stop thinking about how it could be possible for parents to do something like that to their 18yr old daughter on this night of all nights. I guess shes staying at her boy friends house tonight but still i worrie about her. And it just feels wrong that i couldnt do more for her but let her use my phone and wait with her for her ride to pick her up. I just felt like i left it unfinished when she got into her boyfriends moms car and drove off. I worrie but theres nothing i can do.
i hate feeling helpless. But all i can keep thinking in my head is what everyone always tells me. " You think to much for everyone else and not enough for yourself" But i'd really rather help her now then enyjoy my own perfict happy christmass. Just knowing her's isn't going to be what it should makes mine feel undiserved.
-Becca-
p.s. merry christmass.
i hate feeling helpless. But all i can keep thinking in my head is what everyone always tells me. " You think to much for everyone else and not enough for yourself" But i'd really rather help her now then enyjoy my own perfict happy christmass. Just knowing her's isn't going to be what it should makes mine feel undiserved.
-Becca-
p.s. merry christmass.